my head is a mess, feel like I want to give up but cant let my kids down. last night I walked out the door, didn't go know where just sat out side for at least an hour. thoughts of suicide racing. thoughts of my laughing daughter inside turning to tears if I never walk back in.
just have no one to talk to even if I did who would understands me?
I don't want to die and leave my kids grieving but there don't seem any other choice other than pills to cover my mental health.