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Aniexity depression worried about starting anti depressants :/

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mummynatty · 11/06/2016 12:29

I struggle with anexity and they also say OCD and depression all come together I have two kids and I have tried counciling through nhs and didn't get on with it also had some counciling through my local children centre and had three session then she left but luckily found another councilor :) and meet up with her every week it helps talking and ranting to someone that doesn't know you was doing quite well until last weekend just everything getting on top of me so decided to go see doctor yesterday and they put me on anti depressants the sertraline meant to help with anxiety as well just worried about all side affects now :/ but I can't carry on feeling the way I do :/
Since my aniexity popped up again I have split up with my partner of three half years he got me through a lot of hard times and helped me out of a horrid relationship before and help me through everything to do with that , I feel bit lost don't know how to be myself anymore cause I've always had him to help me through hard places in the last few years and we've always got through together feel like I'm on my own through this don't get me wrong I have few friends that try there hardest to understand what I'm going through how I feel just not the same :/
Just want to here how people get through it or found anything that has helped

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mummynatty · 27/06/2016 18:18

Really stressing about tomorrow washed bath out tonight and about to bath them but worried it's not washed good enough :/ xxxxxx

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mummynatty · 27/06/2016 18:19

Giving myself a headache :/

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AnxietySertraline · 27/06/2016 18:19

Relationships are hard...
Money is absolutely not everything...
Hope he sees what he has lost... But who knows maybe if he does - then you wont want hin back...

AnxietySertraline · 27/06/2016 18:20

It is enough - promise Star

AnxietySertraline · 27/06/2016 18:20

Ginger feeling better?

AnxietySertraline · 27/06/2016 19:28

Going to take a hot shower and get ready for an early night/going to bed. Really hope I sleep well tonight... Going to work tomorrow only 4 hours but still feels like alot...

mummynatty · 27/06/2016 20:14

I know so many people argue and fall out over money :/ sad really :/ yeah hopefully he'll relise :) well see haha sounds nice I've got to tidy and better sort out school and nursery stuff for tomorrow even though so anxious right now feel like keeping them off school and nursery tomorrow cause I feel so bad :/ but want them to go as need to get out of this horrid cycle :/ and don't want them to miss out because I feel bad :/ xxxxxxxx

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mummynatty · 27/06/2016 20:43

How is everyone tonight?

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GingerMatron1971 · 27/06/2016 20:45

Hi...yes I'm ok thanks, been to a Brownie thing with my daughter. I'm heading for an early night too. Natty....I hope you get some sleep and feel stronger in the morning, you'll be able to have some me time with them both at school / nursery so try and concentrate on that. Lilac and clotted been quiet, hope they're ok

AnxietySertraline · 27/06/2016 20:50

Night all Flowers

AnxietySertraline · 27/06/2016 20:58

Ginger - glad you are ok

AnxietySertraline · 27/06/2016 21:00

Hope everybody feel better tomorrow...
Was thinking of Lily earlier... Hope she is feeling better...
And clotted as well...

AnxietySertraline · 27/06/2016 21:00

I will try and sleep (it is 22.00) here...

AnxietySertraline · 27/06/2016 21:01

Wish me luck at work tomorrow Shock

mummynatty · 27/06/2016 21:42

Thanks hopefully feel better and stronger in morning got headache :/ and daughter not going bed :/ hope you get earlier nights looks like I won't again :/ yeah I thought was quite today :/ yeah hopefully we all feel better tomorrow :) good luck with work anexity you'll do great :)

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AnxietySertraline · 28/06/2016 05:00

Morning.... Wasnt able to fall a sleep - so had to take half a sleeping pill... Dont feel like I have sleept but remember a Dream so mist have sleept some.... Anyway anxiety is not bad this morning and it is only 4 hours at work Smile

AnxietySertraline · 28/06/2016 05:02

Natty - hope your headache had gone and that you wake up feeling good Flowers

GingerMatron1971 · 28/06/2016 06:40

Good luck with work, Anxiety

mummynatty · 28/06/2016 07:20

Feeling so anxious today good luck with work anexity xxxxxxx

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AnxietySertraline · 28/06/2016 07:25

Thank you - I am at work - it is going ok... I didnt sleep well though...

AnxietySertraline · 28/06/2016 07:26

Not to bad anxiety...

mummynatty · 28/06/2016 07:33

No so good you didn't sleep I didn't sleep that well
Good anexity alright :)

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GingerMatron1971 · 28/06/2016 09:10

I slept better and think I might actually feel slightly better today, still a bit anxious but my mood seems to have picked up slightly. I think this feeling of anxiety is my default position and it will take a little while for it to change, does that make sense?

mummynatty · 28/06/2016 09:14

Yeah your so used to being and feeling anxious that it'll take a while to change your way :) dropped kids off waiting at nursery till got to go town as worried haven't checked everything cooker etc but know I have just second guessing myself and don't want to give in and go home cause I'll get in state and won't get to counciling need to go as feeling so horrid today :/ haven't been for two weeks :/

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mummynatty · 28/06/2016 09:20

Glad your feeling better today ginger hope I feel better soon was debating weather to call doctor today and asking to see her but don't want her to put me up dose if I don't need to as not given it enough time yet :/ xxxxx

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