My DP has suffered on and off with stress, depression and panic attacks for the past two years. It is mainly due to his job and money worries - which we are trying to sort by selling the house. However he is not improving, he is managing to go to work most days but on weekends he refuses to get out of bed. I've had the most miserable summer holidays ever. The DCs are wonderful and are the only thing keeping me going. I have nobody to offload to - my mum is a carer for my dad and has enough on, my sister died and my brother has his own worries. I take the dog out, I try to stay bouyant....but it is too hard at the moment. I just feel so lonely.I've tried telling him how I feel and he says sorry but then recoils back to himself. I know it's a selfish illness but I feel unloved, uncared for and unappreciated. I try to be patient, let him talk, give him time and space, then sometimes get stroppy and make him get up. I don't know what else I can do. The Dr says just keep talking the tablets, and he went on a CBT type course but didn't put anything into practice. I'd rather he moved out I think as I'd feel less stressed myself. But he'd have nowhere to go - the mil is a nightmare herself. Sorry this is epic. How would you cope?