You will get better, but you have to want to and strive to get better. You also have to be in the right frame of mind and have faith in yourself. You can do it
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If your son is assessed as having ASD, then you will have something to work with, but ultimately he is still you son regardless of what is the matter with him. All you need is someone to help you come up with a plan to help your DS get through life as well as possible.
You don't have to go through this alone. This thread is for having a moan about our kids/oh's etc, and to give support through hard times
. Sometimes, when I am feeling overwhelmed, I take a deep breath and tell myself that I will get through this (whatever hard time it happens to be). I find it helps to have faith in myself that I can and will get through hard times.
Life can throw some crap at you, but I imagine that I have a invisible skin, so whatever life throws at me will just slide off. I also find that accepting disappointment, hurt and so on, helps me to move on.
Initially I accept whatever shite is chucked in my direction, but it just gives me a short amount of time to figure things out and make a decision about the current situation.
Lastly, I'll think about you and imagine you will pass all your exams nad assignments
. I have loadsa faith in your abilities to reach your goal, so you should too.