I want to scream and I know some people on here will understand. AAAARRRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DS has had operation this week. All was going well then on Friday he got ill. Today he seemed v good and was desperate to go out, so we went out for a bit. Then when we got home he was really ill again. Feel guilty for taking him out. Probably overdone it.
And my damn washing machine keeps filling with water so dont know how to clean all the stuff.
And I'm knackered
And I couldn't get out to church this evening. My one evening a week off duty from the kids
And I want to run away and hide. Bad mother that I am.
Feel so angry with everything.
This afternoon was lovely, all of us together and now I feel like all the crap has come back again. :(