need something

[cantthink]

I have been getting more and more stressed lately.
I am a single mum (with hassls from dad)
lots odf building work at home
2nd job-fell out with deputy manager and really don't want to work there(am in on weds)
1st job-have a lot more responsibility than i should as I am in charge of my job share(despite never seeing her)as weel as keyworking the child I support(TA) if I take any time off there is no cover for me as noone else can do my job and I feel guilty about the child.
My kids-Feel I don't see enough of them and my parents do everything.
Friends-None-never keep in touch with anyone as no time energy kids stuff etc.
All I want todo when the kids are in bed is sleep.
Its my birthday today and all I wantto do is cry.

Just a quick message as I didn't want you to think that nobody was listening to you, but happy birthday, I know it's hard with kids and working but you must try and find some me time if possible, got to go on school run but will be back online later if you need to chat,

Just to add to my mood yesterday I was spurned by the net and couldn't get back on.

Feeling bit better today work wasn't too bad still go theadache(since fri)
Been to drs tonight got a note for a week, and perscription for cipramil, see how it goes.

cantthink - so sorry you felt so all alone on your b'day.
It sounds as if you have a lot of responsibilities, but are good at attending to them. Remember to tell yourself each day about at least one good thing you have achieved. OF COURSE you are being a ghood Mum, you sound v conscientuous at your job....but it does sound as if you may be depressed rather than stressed?