Well, there really is a thread for everyone on MN isn't there!
I started taking FX (no idea how to spell it!) yesterday.
I have been taking it mid-morning and reading through this explains why I've been fast asleep come 2 O'Clock and nearly missed picking DD up from school! So, I need to start taking it at night then.
My GP has been fab. It's looking like I'm going to be losing my job....either I quit or they let me go. I am unable to do the job I was employed to do and there is nowhere else for me to go.
I've spent today trying to organise respite on my car loan/credit card and speaking to the benefits people.
I think short term I am going to be on what was Incapacity Benefit but is now....Employment Support Allowance (found this out today).
I've been off work for a month. I returned on Monday and was ok-ish and then on Tues went into a meeting with manager and broke down. They sent me home as am unfit for work. GP signed me off for another 2 weeks and prescribed FX.
I feel anything from euphoric to numb to sobbing to asleep to angry to so desperately sad - all in one day. Today I have mainly been numb, which is good because I have been able to make some phonecalls - any of the other feelings virtually paralyse me.
My GP said for the first couple of days you can feel a lot worse, I think this is happening today as I'm very sensitive at the moment and do feel as though there's no way out.