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i need help

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maddie04 · 27/01/2011 00:56

i dont know what to do when i feel like this everyhing is to much it would be so easy to go quietly everyone sleeping upstairs i need help :(

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maddie04 · 30/01/2011 00:06

I am desperate feel like a failure oh i hate night times so much cant cope

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FourFingeredKitkat · 30/01/2011 00:31

Sorry, I've no great word of wisdom, just thought that I'd show you that someone is listening. Night is always my worst time, nothing desperate in my case, but when the "black dog" comes a calling, late at night / early morning is the blackest. Hang on in there.

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maddie04 · 30/01/2011 00:40

Thank you i think i will try and go to bed instead of sitting up and thinking and worrying about everything. hope you get some sleep too x x

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ImFab · 30/01/2011 08:55

How are you feeling this morning, maddie04?

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maddie04 · 30/01/2011 10:21

Im doing ok ImFab thank you how are you?
I managed to get a couple of hours sleep which is better than nothing i guess the kids are all out for an hour at sports so at least i can lie down and get some peace before they come home.
I just wish i could be a lot stronger x x x

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ImFab · 30/01/2011 10:35

I woke up all set for a big house clean and car clean so dh was going to take the boys out but one has been naughty so now he won't take them. DH has done a load of cleaning though.

I need to work something out in my head and are still deciding who I can talk to about it so keeping busy until then.

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maddie04 · 30/01/2011 10:44

Are you ok, I know you probably wont think i will be much use but you can talk to me!!!!

DH done a load of cleaning wow can i borrow him lol x x x x x x

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ImFab · 30/01/2011 10:50

Thanks Smile,

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maddie04 · 02/02/2011 00:59

oh i hate night time its so hard i need to find some strength from somewhere, I keep thinking everything bad is aimed at me im such a mess!!!!!!!!!!!!

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RespectTheDoughnut · 02/02/2011 01:07

I'm useless with things like this, but didn't want you to go unanswered. Are you okay? (Obviously not okay, but you know what I mean...)

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maddie04 · 02/02/2011 01:13

so nice of you to reply i just get so panicky at night times i just really wish i could go to my bed and sleep its driving me insane.
So much stuff goes round in my head and sometimes gets too much if you know what i mean i probably dont make much sense lol x

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Stac2011 · 02/02/2011 01:24

hi maddie, i have been there hun all i can say is its horrible. Did you see the cpn on monday? My dd is nearly 7mths and have ds who is 11 had pnd with him and i am currently on meds. Have had ongoing anxiety and depression, thought it was better to give you some background. Hats off to you for dealing with 4 kids and as much as it doesn't feel like it now but you will get through this. How long have you been on the meds? Maybe a change would help. Feel free to pm if you want to talk x

RespectTheDoughnut · 02/02/2011 02:08

Sorry I disappeared - I'm on my iPod & the connection is really dodgy. I hope you're getting some sleep. I know what you mean about things going round in your head at night. It's as soon as you stop being busy thinking of other things that the bad stuff creeps in. Do speak to your GP again. Nobody has to live like this. Take care of yourself.

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maddie04 · 03/02/2011 00:54

Thank you I spoke to my gp today, i dont want to live like this anymore im going to try and help myself hope you are ok x x x

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RespectTheDoughnut · 03/02/2011 21:03

Oh, I'm really pleased that you've made that decision :) They can help you, it just sometimes takes time. Hang on in there xx

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