First response positive

[taylorsmummy2017]

Hey so I'm hoping someone can shed some light I'm also hoping for no judgment, I had to terminate my son over 5 weeks ago due to medical reasons the most painful and heartbreaking decision and one that wasn't taken lightly anyway I decided as soon as the bleeding stopped I would try again as I have a desperate need for another baby.....I tested negative on a 25mil test 2 weeks after termination I'm now testing positive on first response but only first response and can't work out if it's hcg from my dear boy or a beautiful rainbow and it's driving me mad! Xx

I'm so sorry to had to go through that. I think the only way you'll truly know the answer is to go the docs and ask them to do a blood test x

I asked them to and because of my anxiety they said it will only make me worse......I feel pregnant my sickness went away and came back but I'm just so confused and want it so bad and from experience it doesn't happen when you want it xx