I will try to answer your questions Idontthinksothanks. I feel its a shame that others would claim to answer for me whilst I have been working :(
Why are you not more aspirational, Jabed?
I am not sure what you mean by this. I have had a long career as a university professor. I have achieved my aspirations and personal goals I hope. Without going into too much detail I have done my research, taught the next generation and hopefully contributed something and had a reasonably successful academic career before retiring. At least I hope I have.
If you went to a secondary modern and then made it on to Oxbridge you must have had some very good teachers who instilled the belief in you that this was possible
Well, in fact, no they did not. They tried all they could sometimes to do the opposite. I passed the 11+ in the top 1% but we moved LA's and there was no available place at a grammar school so I was consigned to an education for which I was really not suited. I have discussed this with others on the ?grammar school " thread. I don?t really want to go over it again.
I got to the position I did mainly through pulling myself up by my boot straps and because of a hunger to succeed and to have an education. It had nothing to do with my schools.
If the state system truly is as poor as you say, then surely it needs teachers like yourself to pull it up?
Before I went into university lecturing I did do my part in a challenging state school. I did believe I might make that all important difference. I tried
(and failed). The main difficulty is that the majority of pupils in such schools do not want to learn. They have no interest. Mostly they want to destroy any attempt to teach them and others. In all my time there I cannot genuinely say I found one child who I could help - a child who had an ethos for the work or a hunger to get out. I seemed to be swimming against a constant tide.
That isn?t to say I could not teach or get results. I got very good results but they just were not interested in doing more or going further. I also found myself chided and ridiculed by other staff for "Being Oxbridge? I kept a very low profile in order to avoid this. In my experience there is a great deal of prejudice in state schools against "Oxbridge types".
Now when I worked in a university I found I did have more opportunity to help. At one time I was an admissions tutor and I did try to balance opportunity against achievement so that some of those from more deprived backgrounds got a chance. This was before any modern idea of affirmative action. I could not offer lower grades but I could accept such a student over another if they obtained the grades. So I hope I gave a leg up the ladder to a few young and educationally hungry young people who may not have had that chance otherwise.
Taking a job in an indie with small classes of well behaved pupils with good parental support is surely the easy option
I am at the end of my career. I am teaching part time and mostly A level.
I didn?t choose an independent school, they chose me. They were the only school who made an offer of a job. However, I do have great satisfaction from teaching these young people. They are keen, they have a work ethic, they thy have aspirations and they try. They hunger for their education and they are a pleasure to teach in my older years now. Even nice middle class "advantaged? children deserve good teachers surely? I think they do. They want what I can offer (good teaching and sound knowledge to pass exams); I gain from what they give me (motivation and enthusiasm to carry on).
Hope that helps explain my position.