Anyone else struggle with BED?

[atryingmama]

I'm a 19 year old female and today I've really over done it on the binging. It's gotten so bad lately I end up going to bed feeling absolutely sick and I've even resorted to using laxatives a couple times to purge myself. I've had an eating disorder from age 13, started with anorexia and moved onto binging with restriction. Anyone else in the same boat? How do you deal with the feelings of self hatred and low self confidence regarding how you look and food?

Really feeling crap right now, I don't want to go to bed.

Hi, I know you posted this a while ago but wondered how you were doing? I am exactly the same age and have suffered with exactly the same thing. Extremely anorexic around 14 and now severely bulimic age 19. The amount I binge on is ridiculous and really getting out of hand, I want to do it but I know it's so bad, it's so hard to explain!! I'm so drained of it now, hopefully you've found some help tactics!! X