I’m not entirely sure why I’m even writing this but I’m currently going through a police case against my ex partner over things he did to me…
im not dealing very well at all, I can’t understand why someone would do that to someone else. He convinced me for such a long time that it wasn’t wrong and that it was somehow my own fault…
im really struggling with the trauma, it came in so late. I don’t understand why my brain and body is reacting like this now so many years after, maybe it’s because I’m only just understanding what he did to me was wrong, it was a crime. How do you cope with knowing someone did something so horrible to you and your body while you slept.