So the dreaded brown envelope of doom came - they awarded me 2 points for reading, and 0 for everything else, so no PIP.
Cried my eyes out for ages but DH perked me up again. He is going to call tomorrow to get the ball in motion for mandatory reconsideration. The decision letter is atrocious, it's completely wrong and they copied and pasted the same two sentences about 3 times in different places
. They said I can't have trouble with any of the things I have trouble with because I am "intelligent" and because I take a "moderate amount of anti-depressant and anti-anxiety medication and have no specialist input"
. Even though they parrot out that what your diagnosis and medication are doesn't matter as it's all about how your disability actually affects you. They also said they made their decision based off the 'how your disability affects you' form and the report written by the lady from Capita who did my assessment. Except I sent in pages and pages and pages of supporting info with the original form, in the same envelope, but they haven't wrote down that they used it to make their decision, so they clearly never read any of it. I'm talking consultant report with my Asperger's diagnosis, GP letter, GP records, prescription lists, ed psychs dyslexia report and much more. Erghhhh so tired of all this crap.
Spends today: £10 on a pole fitness class that I turned out not to enjoy very much anyway because instructor was focusing on choreo again and kept wanting us to freestyle but I can't dance at all so found that just stressful and awkward.
£1 contribution to taxis for the class.
Then I got wet walking home in the rain and I despise the rain as being wet makes me feel awful for sensory reasons which makes me anxious. So yeah, not a good day. 
Happy anniversary Need.
Netflix recommendations from me:
Jane the Virgin (DH and I are partway through this)
Friends (classic)
How to Get Away with Murder
Call the Midwife (that's what I'm mostly watching atm)
All the Louis Theroux documentaries 