Girlie I only just caught up on thread, I'm sorry you've been feeling so anxious. It's horrible. I have had anxiety for many years - in fact, when a psychologist once asked me if I worry about things a lot, I said no. I then realised this was because I am SO used to worrying about EVERYTHING that it became my baseline IYSWIM? I didn't know any different. Unfortunately that realisation made me hyper aware of anxiety and I ended up getting drastically worse. Anyway, what I wanted to say was, well done for going to the dr. I reluctantly started sertraline last month - it's mainly used as an antidepressant (I have depression too but IMO it's only as a result of worrying all the time) but is also used for anxiety. I have never felt that medication is the full solution, but it's really surprised me by taking the 'edge' off. I no longer spiral into a pit of panic and despair, and although I certainly still worry and overthink, I can detach myself from it a little, and be slightly more objective, and also practice mindfulness/acceptance more successfully - ie just 'sitting with it' and not getting cross with myself. HTH a bit 
Yesterday:
20/1
£1.75 chips for DH before college PTA meeting... Which seem not to be gluten free after all, so he went to work in agony today (he's coeliac). It's his birthday today too, poor bunny :(
£4.60 train fare to meeting
I'm thinking some more about our finances. Now that I know I'm not getting that lego set as it's no longer available (:() my credit card can remain unused. DH has some owing on his though, and a bigger overdraft to pay off (I'm in and out of mine, he sometimes doesn't see black all month!). So what I'm thinking is, I'll transfer anything above £5k from my ISA (about £500 I guess) to DH so he can pay the CC off (I know some may balk at this but all money is completely shared between us so it's just transferring not 'giving' him it IYSWIM) and put the rest in his account. The depressing thing is that technically means we haven't saved anything else - the £5k is what my dad gave me last year from some money he inherited. We've often had to use what we've saved over that (£100pcm). DH does have a little savings account but that's only a couple of hundred. I think that might become a Christmas fund as we may (that's a big may!) get a ps4 this year if it's a bit cheaper by then (and if the back catalogue is available for download).
Anyway, I hope doing this means we can start the year with a bit more clarity/simplicity and fewer interest charges! We will then not use the CCs at all for a while I hope. Hopefully will get the ISA up to £6200 by the end of the year (my £100 standing order isn't til the 28th of each month so haven't done any this year yet) - if we can avoid dipping into it again!
It's not like we've even bought anything massive to account for this (the tumble dryer which I'm still completely in love with BTW was bought with money from my parents bless them) - just random stuff that seemed essential at the time.
It's scary how quickly stuff adds up though. I've got a few bits we will need soon - toothbrush heads, butter dish, brownies uniform, condoms :o they're all reasonably low cost but it will come to over £50 certainly. That's not including the DVD cases we need (DVDs are our big weakness so we put them in those caselogic books to save space) - they'll have to wait another month or two. Got DSD's bus pass and both DSDs' phone top ups to do soon as well!
Couple of other things I need to sort out too - magazine subscription I should cancel, internet/phone deal, blah blah blah. Just haven't got the headspace for it all today. Oh and need to cancel a school dinner for when DD has a trip. At least that one is simple! Have started on my old painkilling medication so really hoping it kicks in quickly.
Good grief, sorry for that epic waffle 