@MrsBongiovi
So many people agree with her because they want to go on their holidays. She’s talking shite, she won’t have access to the data that Boris and the advisors have. She did a shit job running the country when she had the chance, just like Boris is now. I think she should shut the fuck up.
I don’t want to go on holiday. In fact to be honest even pre Covid I rarely went abroad/ pubs/ restaurants/ attractions/ anywhere far away or crowded.
In some ways my life now is fairly similar to my life pre Covid. The biggest difference is the constant doom in the media/ access to services reduced/ masks most places/ social distancing everywhere/ limited contact with family/ friends/ constant threat of isolating/ panicking if someone so much as looks a little ‘off’.
I don’t want to do anything in particular, I just want to live without this constant source of anxiety.
I want to be able to leave the house without a sodding mask or feeling like leper for daring to breathe.
I want my children to be able to have ‘normal’ experiences. I am sick of my sons education being under constant threat. I want my daughter who was born right before lockdown to be able to actually live in a world without some form of Covid restrictions.
I don’t want to have to panic every time someone in my household coughs or feels ill. I am sick of being on edge every time we have something important coming up (like a medical appointment). The constant threat that we may have to isolate at any moment is unbearable and driving me insane.
I am sick of every time it looks like we are taking a step forward to normality, something happens and suddenly we are pushed back five more steps. There literally feels like there is no end in sight. I am starting to be pessimistic of next year being any different as there always seems to be some threat.
I am sick to my stomach of the thought that this could be life forever. This is not living. This is not sustainable. I am sick of people thinking that we should just accept this life forever. I don’t want my daughter to never experience the freedoms the rest of us got to experience. I hate that this life is her normal.
I have done everything I am supposed to. I have even gone further because I naturally keep my social circle small and hate crowded places. So, I haven’t made the most of the freedoms we have at the moment.
However, even as an introvert that avoids social interaction as much as I can. I have had enough of constantly being made to feel like I want to kill people because I would one day like ‘normal’ back.
If even global vaccines are not going to work then seriously this is all just pointless and delaying the inevitable.
I am not saying we drop all restrictions today, or even tomorrow, or even this month. I don’t care really when restrictions end. They just HAVE to end at some point in the future.
One day enough has to be enough. There has to be an end to all this. Or else what is the point?
This is not living, it’s existing.