I've been ignoring my invitations for a 2nd clot while I look at the emerging data and look what other countries decide to do. This is purely based on my own reaction to the first jab. I can't recall ever feeling so bad since I had awful flu as a child. My heart rate was 130 for a couple of hours, high temp, and all the other stuff that's on the leaflet. High heart rate wasn't on it. I had a proper headache for a few days after and no energy (all normal reactions apparently so I'm not hugely bothered about that). However, for a number of weeks afterwards I had pain and pressure in my head in my temples, and I could see bulging veins. The circulation in my legs was odd, too, as if it had slowed down and was "sticking". This was all before there was any sniff of a mention of these vaccine-induced clots, so it wasn't a psychosomatic thing.
I've had clots in the past which was I was put in priority group 6 so had my first jab in Feb. As they don't know at this stage what makes some people susceptible to either a normal clot after the jab or one with thrombocytopenia, I just am not comfortable taking that decision to go ahead, based on the way I felt after my first one.
I explained this to the GP surgery when they rang me last week and asked if they could offer advice, they just told me to phone 119 and speak to them which I haven't done yet as I'm assuming they just will go with the usual "it's perfectly safe to have it" that they're currently coming out with. They rang again today and I didn't even have to go into detail. I just apologised, said I knew it was important, but the clot issue and my first jab reaction did not sit comfortably with me for having the 2nd dose at this time. She didn't even try to persuade me. Just sympathetically said "I understand. We'll put you down as declining for now and reassess later?" Which was fine with me.
I think I had COVID in Feb 2020 at the start of the pandemic (I work in a school and there was lots of the same illness going round in March 2020, but no testing routinely done at that time). For me, the jab was worse than the illness. I honestly do get the importance of being fully vaccinated but I want to have it done feeling totally confident, not as if I'm going for a walk in a thunderstorm.