@Tauranga it's very natural to be upset if you are trying to make a decision that is safe for you and don't get any support. I had upset discussions with surgery receptionists, the GP and the vaccine hotline. I appreciate they have their own rules and limitations and none of this is under their control, but it's very hard to be at the end where you want to be heard and maybe talk about options and be told there are none. Especially whilst being bombarded by media and everybody else to 'just get vaccinated'
I was told locally they are not allowed to give Pfizer to 40+ unless there is a 'physical' reason like allergy. Because it's in short supply and that is what the Scottish government has said. I found this on a surgery website (not my own): "Patients aged 40+ will only be offered the Astra Zeneca vaccine and there will not be an option to receive the Pfizer vaccine instead. This has been decreed by the Scottish Government and we have to follow this guidance. Therefore, if you are aged 40 and over and decline the Astra Zeneca vaccine you will be declining the vaccine completely. "
This matches what my surgery says and the vaccine hotline told me if it's my GP surgery in charge of vaccinations then this is who I need to talk to. However, my surgery has also marked me as a 'refusal/wants no further contact re vaccine' which is of course not true but I'm off the 'needs to be talked to list'. So we are going round in circles due to rules and regulations. My husband neither wants to talk or listen either. None of this helps you but I just want you to know your experience is not just you, there are others in that situation and I'm not sure where the way out is.
Somebody mentioned maybe when all adults are vaccinated twice and they are desperate to persuade the rest there is more flexibility, and ways to accommodate individuals, but by then if they are doing boosters and Pfizer remains in short supply, then quite possibly that won't happen.
@nordica thanks for sharing that article about Australia. I think the issue mentioned in the article about comparing risks not to rare nature events like a lightning strike but the risk with another vaccine is a good one. It's certainly how my brain works.