I’ve been insanely anxious about this for weeks and now it’s hitting us I feel strangely calm, maybe even resigned that we will get it and it’s only a matter of time.
I’m trying to take my mind of things And focus on the house and garden. We moved in recently and had already ordered garden furniture, gas bbq, and a mower with what was left over of the house budget due to arrive this week. (Just aware that sounds incredibly frivolous especially right now)
I’m going to dig over the veggie trug at the bottom of the garden and see if I can order some seeds and compost and try my hand at growing my own.
Hoping to have a little corner we can enjoy even if things get really tough with lockdown.
Anyone else trying to find positive things to take their mind off the unfolding horror?