I can feel the very real emotion behind this post.
Can I ask please, why do you feel guilty? Why do you feel complicit ( if you do, I know you didn't use this specific word ).
If you say its because our government supports this, because our taxes are spent on this, I'd like to try to understand why you feel a personal guilt? You didn't decide any if these things and you frequently speak up about this not being done in your name?
Just trying to think of a similar situation, let's say what the British did when partitioning India. I dont feel guilt. It wasn't me. It was an awful, careless, probably racially motivated lack of concern for human life. I'm interested, I feel visceral horror when reading of it, but no personal guilt.
Can you explain?