evenin ladies
today my DH sent me flowers, with a card that had a simple and lovely message about how it will all come good for us, he never gets me flowers so it made me blub, like I said - I am lucky!!
bleeding is surprisingly light, kicked off CBFM just so can track things - last 2 mcs had pretty normal cycles after (4 week, CD15 ovulation) so will be interesting to see what happens this time although defo waiting a full cycle - i feel like i need to emotionally this time
this is abit wierd but i woke up this morning and i was relieved not to be pregnant... of course i am not relieved to have lost the baby, but i was finding being pregnant so stressful and every day - every trip to the loo was so fraught with anxiety I was having a really shit time, and today I woke up and I didn't have to worry about any of that and it was a massive relief, don't know if that makes sense but i guess after 2 previous mcs its not surprising i was anxious and to not have to worry for a month is going to do me good i think
on the throwing and shouting - i could, and say how not fair it is ... but it doesn't make me feel any better, actually it makes me feel worse. I will try and post when i am next in a pessimistic state, or wait until DH irritates the crap out of me
now there was lots to catch up on so.....
harry welcome and sorry - I tried right away after first mc at 6 weeks but it took 6 cycles to get pg, then had mc at 4 weeks and got pg next cycle, which just mc at 10 weeks so you can try as soon as you are ready.
red sounds like you had a shocker of a week, mc is a horrible enough thing to deal with but the house stress is something else - ours is on the market at the moment and keeping it viewing ready is a fucking nightmare, having a sale fall through is about the most irritating and stressful thing after a mc so feeling fo you at the mo. xx
clare and slimy happy birthday ladies, kick back and enjoy and i hope you get spoiled rotten
viv i too am allergic to cats, and they love taunting me with their itchy cat dander which gets in my eyes and throat and stops me breathing - ironicallly developed the allergy when pg with DS ands ince then it has nver cleared up
under respect for your decision, its a biggie but I think you know when its the right time to call it quits for you, there is only so long you can put your life, relationships, and self through the whole TTC circus
barren viv and zayja abit excited to have you close to top of list (although I think we need the awol list back to make it clearer who is coming up to test as seems we have some awol candidates at the top - eeeek my OCD tendencies on the list are back) BTW where the hell is Zayja? not seen a post in ages , not hopefully for that matter....
alba hope you are doing ok, its hard when its over before it even starts, there is a moment of possibility then the next month yawns ahead and it can be pretty demoralising - was for me in Jan but I was pg a month later (even though thats gone tits up - it doesn't for everyone!)
pollya don't know what to suggest in your situation - could go either way - the only thing you can be sure of is that testing early is the devils work and does no favours! as someone else has said could be CP as a positive is a positive but cramping and spotting at this stage not great
mrsG mothercare eh? bummer. not just the shop but watching all the pregnant ladies and ladies with new babies going in and out .. gah ... we were in mothercare on tuesday because its the nearest ELC and DS needed more paints, there was a glowing pregnant lady behind me in the queue looking happy and radient, I smiled and moved on in my zen like state and then ate a bar of green and blacks
righto, thats all i can do, bed and book - DH decided we are going to westfield tomorrow to take DS to cinema and then do some shopping - must be nuts - so much for putting feet up and resting post op, nooooo we are going to the biggest shopping centre in the UK on Good Friday - noce call DH, without those flowers you would be in the doghouse for that suggestion.
xxx HAPPY EASTER ALL ...cheepz out....