ahhh thank you LUCYBARNES ha ha this will make you laugh no i cant wait till my scan lol i will book a reasurance one for 8 weeks when i get further along, maybe i should explain why i am abit of worrier lol
My first dc was an accident so by the time i found out i was nearly 3 months, then they thought he had downs etc so from then on ill was a nervous wreck, only to develop PND and was convinced it all was to good to be true, but my healthy 7 year old is perfect
2nd pregnancy i went in the labour room when she was delievery her son i was 16 weeks, poor little fella nearly died he was so poorly, so i was like omg so many things can happen. and i had a lot of problems with that pregnancy to Gestational diabetes but she is now 4 next week healthy but i had agaon PND after
now with this little bean i have been on mumsnet a while reading stories and seams everyone has had MC and i feel so sad from them so i do think why should i be so lucky, also my dad died not long so tha makes ne think bad things can happen and also in AD'S so scared that they could harm the baby.
Sorry for rambeling on, just wanted to give brief insiter to my madness lol
I am veryyyy happy but scared and i wish you all the luck Lucy really i do, i will be hanging around waiting for your BFP