TTC after a Miscarriage - no 2, let the fun begin!!!!

[Diddle]

Here we go girls, a brand new thread, i was so fed up of paging down over the other 1000 messages.

lottielou - bye bye. Have a good weekend.

Hi all!
Sorry to hear your feeling sick Space. Hope it passes soon
Rachel- Have you still got those opk's? If so, how much did you want for them?
How's everyone this evening?
Diddle- feeling any better hun?

Hello HK, hope damien is being a little cherub again today i'm ok thanks, dosed up on nurofen so the pains have subsided for now, will probably appear again in the middle of the night and wake me up, bloody horrible things. Run out of Tampax, went to sainsburys and forgot them (came back with mini donuts instead ) so i've got to go out again now, bugger! as if my energy isn't low enough.
How are you feeling matey?????? everything ok?

Lol @ tampax being substituted for doughnuts!
Yep Damian's being a mega cutie yet again. Trying to figure out how to put his pic on a profile. Had new ones taken a couple weeks ago.
Ohhh can't wait to wear tampax again!

Evening all. Sorry your af arrived Diddle, another month of bding in then oh what hell

Dont worry ill be there with you, mine didnt last long so should be fertile around next weekend. My dp is gonna think his christmases and birthdays have all come at once.

rachelrog, im about 4 weeks but wont know exactly until scan, symptoms usually kick in around time af is due, im usually throwing up ten times a day by about 6 weeks.been hospitilised with it in the past.
lottielou, keeping my fingers crossed that you have a fab weekend and a bfp.
diddle-have a huge bar of dairy milk on me!
signing off for weekend now as off to london tomorrow, not looking forward to it.
byeeeeeee. x

HellKat

You are more than welcome to them.....don't want anything for them.

Email me your address and I will post them to you......hope they bring you luck.

My email address is [email protected]

xxxxx

Rachel- Thankyou! Emailed you.
How's everyone?

Hi Guys,
Am feeling good today. Went out after work yesterday and had a few drinks, enjoying one the few advantages of not being pregnant and TTC.

My Birthday is next Saturday so I might give TTC this month a miss and just enjoy June and have some fun.

Morning ladies

Wishing you all a nice, relaxing weekend.

I'm just tring to rise out of this deep depression that has hit me like a brick wall. DH doesn't seem to understand but then he didn't when I suffered from it twice before in the past. Perhaps things will improve when I go back to work next week and get my scan out the way next Wednesday morning.

Love and hugs to all
x

Morning everyone, hope that you're all okay and you have nice relaxing weekends planned.

Hellkat - Let me know if you manage to get Damians pics on the profile page i'll have a look.

Humphreyscorner - sorry to hear you're not on top of the world today. I can't imagine how uncomfortable you must be at the moment, especially with the warm days. You could do with sitting in a paddling pool in the garden have a lovely image of you now, glass of wine in hand.

Yep-Blossom Hill Californian white wine-the best!

Diddle- Nope have'nt managed how to do it . No idea at all. Did I send you the one's of dean's neice and Damian?
Humphreys- Poor you with depression. I battled severe depression for years but have been off my ad's for 2 yrs now and felt great. But then again I'm so lucky to have a wonderfully supportive dp. Is there anyone you can talk to about it? Someone to just listen?
Cori- Fab idea about taking June easy. Imagine how relaxed you'll be when it comes to ttc. I've decided to say sod it and wear Tampax. Can't put up with wearing these poxy things any longer!

HK nope only had pics of Damian on his own.
looking adorable of course.
You be careful with those tampax, don't get an infection, thats the last thind you need, are you bleeding heavily?

Diddle- Nope not at all. But annoying all the same. Even the thin pads seem to feel icky atm. I'll give it one more day then switch to pax if still making mess.

Hello All hope your all having a good weekend, we have been to Greenwich Park today. Although we only live about a 15 min drive we went on the train and then on the Docklands Light Railway. DD1 was funny whilst on the train she asked a million question and wasn't convinced that it was the train moving not the trees and houses DS has become really cynical though, we were trying to convince DD1 that her and DS were driving the DLR (as there is no driver) But he was telling her 'of course were not' and also telling the carriage 'I know i'm not drving!!'
Anyway enjoy the rest of your weekends
And HC i am joining you in that glass of Blossom Hill as that is what DH bought home yesterday
Much Love
Xena xxx

xena - sounds like you had a lovely day, I'm also joing you all in a glass of Blosson Hill, bought 3 bottles tonight.

HK - love the pictures, they're both so cute.
I'm doing ok, still in a bit of pain but thats to be expected. Felt very low on energy today and done pretty much nothing.

Just sitting down to watch Alien Vs Predator on box office.

night night to you all, i'm looking forward to a nice lie in tomorrow.
Blosson hill has gone to Dh's head, just contemplating taking nurofen already .

bet hes a right state tomorrow.

HellKat

Got your address so will post to you asap.....happy b'ding..

Diddle your lie in. I've been up since 7am tidying and cleaning. In a mo I've got to take DS to church parade and then he wants us to visit the 'Enviromental Centre' which has its open day today he went there with the school on Thursday and want to show us what they did.
Have a good day
Xena

Ive got a nice quiet day working ahead of me, dp is taking the kids to the outlaws so i should be able to finish the staffs comission. Its such a pain in the bottom job that i need peace and quiet to do it.

Had an awful day yesterday, i hardley spoke two words all day, i do hope the mc doest start my pnd again. Ive been so exhausted lately that ive been sleeping in the afternoon and still going to bed at 9. I will be strong though, i dont want to go back on ad,s. Everything seems such an effort though and i know im distancing my self from the kids. I feel like such an awful mother at the moment. Id rather read and shut myself away rather than play with them. I bet that sounds awful to those of you that dont have children, it does to me, i cant explain it either.

Morning ladies

Feeling a little brighter today.

Maddyd-I am with you all the way and know EXACTLY what you are feeling. I came off ads 4 years ago and refused them after the birth of DD 2 years ago. Each day is a new challenge and I struggle to speak if I don't have to. I find that when I'm driving along and see the furthest field in the distance I just want to be there, far,far away. Anyone that hasn't been through it doesn't understand and come out with the usual-What have you got to me miserable about when you have a lovely house, DD etc. These comments just don't help at these times. I understand about the sleeping, wide awake all night then fall asleep in the day-not good when you have a 2 year old.

I do hope you won't need to go back on the ads. Have you anyone else to talk to that has maybe been though it before themselves? Last time I had my work colleagues as a few of them had been through it. My mum is quite good at saying the right things-it took a while for her to understand what was wrong as you don't usually look ill with anxiety and depression so she couldn't see that there was a problem and told me to pull myself together-it took one of my colleagues to phone her up to get her to see. As I really want another baby after my MC I refuse to take any more ads.

Always remember that you are not an awful mother and never will be. Love and hugs to you xxx

It is lovely to hear there are some Blossom Hill drinkers-none of my friends and family will drink it (more for me ) Must go down the Co-Op and see if they have the 3 for £10 offer on.

Well, must go and do something constructive. Will check in later.

Love to all
xxx

Morning all.
at Diddle's lie in too! Been up since 4.30. Ds2 has his bottom molars coming through. Does'nt normaaly get bothered by teeth but he was up and grizzly last night.
Rachel- Thankyou very much!!! Can't wait.
Maddy,Humphreys- I suffered with bad depression for years and stopped taking ad's 2 yrs ago. I did feel the old feelings coming back after the mc but somehow managed to struggle through without them. It helps to talk about your feelings, anxieties etc. My depression used to hit badly because I never spoke about my feelings, just clammed up. Now i try to talk about everything (swear it drives everyone mad 'cos I don't shut up)
What a miserable looking day!!
Hope everyone has a good day. xxx

morning everyone, had a lovely lie in, watched a sunday morning film on sky in bed. perfect start to the day. now we're off to B&Q.
haven't had time to read your posts but will have a look when come back. hope you're all ok.

diddle