Thank you ladies.. Gracie I have a massage gift cert from DH so maybe will try that, but am thinking might try docs to get all i can on NHS for stess & relaxation..
Hoping you are so sweet, but adoption would be a far away back up plan for next year, I just chat with DH & if no joy by next July then will start that ball rolling then (also with the hope I fall within a few weeks of doing so!)
Gracie have 00.1% hope that is too early but I guess hope is still hope. Enjoy Edinburgh, I hadnt read properly & thought Fiesta was a name for your bean then! Thank god DH came out of crash ok..
Mermaid can you & Hoping track down that stork for me then please??! I remember seeing one on honeymoon & we thought 'its a sign' & it was.. Thank you for the gin vodka & chocs from Jools.. 10am is not too early today..
I called consultant secretary, next step is test my antibody levels again, may still be ok & apparently in some cases cover from treatment can be for life so holding out thats the case. If not will need treatment again but she said oth women have needed a 2nd go & gone on to have babies.. thats the point I started sobbing to her.. The consultant will call me to chat in next couple of days..
Next step of self scripted plan is go docs for anxiety/stress/relaxation issues, & poss consider another scan to check all bits in working order & no underlying reason why ttc not worked...
Positive list incs more hair dying, getting drunk at family wedding on 8th aug, going to see footy at wembley next fri (even DH mates know I may not of gone dependent on PG or not..) and Nans 80th next w-end too...
Right, thank you as always for letting me vent, talk it through & your amazing support as always.. xxxxxxx I really cant thank you all enough. God knows where id be without you, i really dread to think. Im picking up & dusting off, as has become habit, & will switch off for a couple of hours & get lost in work...
Love you all massively xxxxxxx