Twenties ttc -- all aboard!!!!!

[seanybosmummy]

Hey girls here's the new thread

Why dont you go to see your gp and see if theres a test he or she can do for you? Even talking to him or her might answer some questions for you re your temp.

Im so deflated today cause of the spotting so im sorry i cant be of more help, or put you in a more positive frame of mind. i actually feel physically drained, like someone has zapped all my energy, positiveness and hope

Its ok, im feeling the same way, I went to my gp she said wait til af is a week late...i think Im giving up my fiance will be gone soon for a while so i think im giving up, I hope you feel better tho, i know the feeling feel really drained, dont want to move at all or be nice to people thats exactly how I feel right now...my boss just bought me roses for national employee day and i was like ok can u move them

god why cant gps just understand WE DONT WANT TO WAIT A WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been in such a bad mood today since i noticed the spotting-my friend in work is pg at the mo and she asked me what was wrong and i felt like bursting into tears. Its so unfair.

When is your fiance going on training mm? that must be hard for you both

lol at you telling your boss to move the flowers, though i understand what you mean about being nice to people-its just hard when you feel so let down by body playing mean tricks

Hope you feel better soon mm and get the answers that you need.

Im going to go and see my gp in the morning to see if there's some sort of blood test he can do for me to see why its taking so long for me to conceive and why my cycle has been messed up since last month. i conceived ds after only 5 months of trying so i just stupidly assummed it would be as quick this time.

I actually thought i would be more fertile since already had been pg before (ha had that thrown back in my face)

Any rant over-how are all the rest of you lovely girlies today?

Ant hows things with you? Any sign of that bitch yet?

Sorry i meant to ask whitty, NOT mm, when fiance is going. Oops, will blame it on my big bad mood and messed up emotions

Right seriously can i just erase my post made at 16.40 and start again. i meant whitty when i kept writing mm, what is wrong with me today!

Oh and just to top of this utterly wonderful day i've been having, i think im getting a kidney infection cause i keep needing to go for a weewee.

oh seany bad day ay? has af arrived or not quite? how long you been trying now? xx

Joy im sorry to see you go. you have been a tower of strength to me over the last 6 months. i hope the new relaxed approach works and you are pg in no time

seany babe, try not to get so upset.. firstly if its still spotting then thats exactly what it could be. spotting... secondly the bad mood could also be a symptom and the weeing all the time thats another good sign. try and keep positive until af shows up. im keeping everything crossed for you that you get your bfp this month. xxxx

whitty if temp is still high then wait a week or so. how long has your temp been up?

my sil had her scan today. she is 8 wk 5 days. she fell the month i had the mc . i know i shouldnt feel like that but its so hard.
ive been in the garden all day. its been gorgeous here. ds2 is exhausted so i am going to jump on dh tonight and get him his lil swimmersready for my fertile window.

Thanks girls for making me smile

Its just pink spotting at the mo mm,but i have been feeling really awful today, and not just my mood. Have been feeling really dizzy, queasy (just this morning), my nipples werent as sensitive this morning but have been getting random stingy burning sensation in them this afternoon

sorry posted that by accident there before i had finished.

The weeing is really getting on my nerves and im so tired i just want to go to bed now (dp offered to make dinner cause he can see how down i am today, god love him). My hair is greasy and my skin looks like shit.

anyhooooooo

Im so sorry your feeling sad today bubble, you know it just puts things into perspective for me. it must have been so hard for you and a very emotional day,and its just a normal emotion to be feeling jealous, you have been thru a very tough time. I know your bfp is just around the corner xxx

Im so grateful to have you girls to talk to cause even though dp tries to understand its just not the same as speaking to a woman who knows exactly how i feel.

In answer to your question mm we have been trying for 11 months (it will be 12 at beginning of may) xx

Thanks for the support girls x

hey ladies seany you gotta relax just be patient...Im starting to think O'D later and Im only 11 dpo not 16 dpo idk...but my temperature have only been up a week thats why i think ovulated later then normal...idk...tryna give myself hope...either way if I did ovulate late then thats why im get bfn cuz they hcg is still under 40 on dpo 13 so imm wait until next week to test if af doesnt show ....

oh and my fiance leaves the middle of may ugh

i will keep everything crossed for you whittyx

thanks but I have given up....might just take a break and some time off from work...its needed

Morning all!

seany how are you today? ive got my fingers crossed that af has stayed away and you will get a bfp soon.

whitty i also think you prob ovd later than usual this cycle. especially if temps have only been high a week. i would retest next week if af hasnt shown her face. fingers crossed for you too.

how are you feeling MM?

ive woken with a coldsore. so still feeling sorry for myself. ds2 has been awake since 4am. i am shattered and wish i could go back to bed. i hope it doesnt throw him out of his routine too much. i dont fancy getting up at 4am every morning.

Hi everyone,

Sorry to hear everyone is a bit down in the dumps...

Seany I know exactly how you feel.. I too have been trying for a year next month, and also with the weeing thing.. i have had 4 UTI's in the last 3 months!!

I've been doing blood tests etc to find out why we haven't conceived and part of this is having a blood test 7 days before your next cycle, now the problem is when my cycle's are between 28-36 days how the bloody hell am i supposed to know when to go, been doing opk's temping to try and track things but still no good!! And all the doc keeps telling mw is oh well we'll keep trying untill we get the right day why can't they just do something when you want them to, doc's are soooo frustrating!

Anyway there's my rant for the day..

Im not too bad today bubble, still have random spotting but its not heavy at all, just small spots of pinky blood when i wipe (sorry for tmi-though we're all used to it by now ).

Oh dear you must be so knackered with ds2 waking at 4am (i thought 6am was early enough!)-hopefully he gets back into his wee routine soon so you can get back to your normal sleep pattern and not have to hold your eyelids open with matchsticks!

Rtuff that is awful how your docs keep fobbing you off, it is so frustrating, they just dont understand how we feel!

Hey ladies,

Antdamm ttc#2 UCL 28-30 CD52
Bubblebell1 ttc#3 UCL 28 CD11
Joy27 TTC#1 Cycle 11 (?) - UCL 30-31 - CD
Kay4Matt ttc#1 UCL 25-35 CD23
RTuff TTC#2 Cycle 11 UCL 28-36 CD30
Seanybosmummy ttc#2 cycle 11 UCL 30 CD26
SuziBhoy ttc#1 UCL ?? CD20
Whittywantababy6 TTC#1 Cycle ? UCL 28-29 CD32

thought i would get this going again.

My apologies for anyone I have missed or got wrong. Feel free to correct

Still nowt to report here. I have actually given up checking.

Had another weird dream, where I gave birth in the bathroom whilst DP was at work and DS was in his bedroom. Baby boy was born at half two and weighed 5lb 2oz!! In my dream I came on here to post and posted a link to my birth story on the announcements board. How crazy am I?

Hows everyone else holding up. We need to lift this black cloud. Anybody else had dreams as crazy as mine??

Hi Ant, I agree that we need to lift the black cloud though i think i contributed a lot to it yesterday - i feel a lot better today though thank god.

lol at your weird birth dreams!!

I dreamt the other night that my mil moved to a new house+it was all painted green and she told me to go look out the bedroom window cause you can see the animals in the zoo from there (wtf?? lol). Anyways i went up and opened the window and suddenly there was a huge tornado (only i was yelling "theres a torpedo!!"), and i couldnt get the window closed and started to get pulled out it. hahaha whats that all about .

I forgot to mention the WEIRD bit of my dream - I gave birth in July this YEAR. In my dream i was pregnant all this time. Can't believe I forgot this in my earlier post

Seany, yeah I think you kicked it off nicely - lol. Love your dream btw, wonder what it means??

Hey ladies, so this morning I wiped and there was the pink stuff...not thick at all but I think maybe AF because they say implantation is 10 days past ovulation and Im now 12dpo...so I guess af is here...but Im not cramping will see though... seany you might have implantation since your still spotting dont give up hope...they say it happens around the time your supposed to get you period...ant your dream is cool they say that you dream stuff like that my fiance has dreams that hes running a race and its a little girl at the end saying go daddy go lol..he is a mess..

Hey girls

Ant that is so weird! i am going to google and see what dreams mean, im sure i can find the meanings somewhere

whitty you could also be having implantation bleeding, you had some pink cm a while ago same as i did didnt you?

Yes, it was only a drop...but I think af is here for me...im googling and alot of women have it before full blown af and I think that may be so I will try next month...

I think google should be banned, it gives us too much false hope- i also spent last night googling implantation and spotting and have sorta became resolved to the fact now that this prob is af arriving slowly, and not making grand entrance like she usually does.

I guess we will just have to try extra hard next month (tho we did bd alot this month)

Imma try to stay positive I put a panty liner on and its 2 drops on it...I want it to go away...and we get bfp I dont wanna have to try again ...im tired of seeing pregnant people it drives me crazy grrr sorry had a jealous angry moment