feeling depressed am absolutly gutted

[MissTickles]

came on today i was so sure i was pregnant not sure whether to try again as am getting married next april so will be stressed enough by time baby born ( december if i catch this month) could be 13months before able to start ttc again. any one been in this situation??? feeling very down and fragile. it didnt take long to concieve ds now its taking forever

now i ve read some of the threads on here i think im actually being selfish and thoughtless.
am sorry

aww it's horrible when you want to conceive - whatever othe rpeople ar egoing through.

Good luck. Hope yoiu make it soon

thanx, just really thought i had caught this time

I do know the feeling MissT, it's horrible isn't it. On the one hand I think, oh, here's my period again, I should be used to it by now after over a year ttc no2. On the other, every time really feels like I could be pg, and the constant disappointment can get you down.

i ve always been the pessimist "oh im i know im not pregs this time" etc but this time i honestly felt i was little changes like tender boobs etc i d have put my life on it that i was but now that i ve come on (a little earlier than was due and i dont whether its stress and sorry for the tmi but its excrutiating pain and loads of clots (about the size of 20 pences (i am REALLY sorry for the tmi) is it just because im feeling down. i have to admitt i did slip getting outta the bath the other day and have cracked my ribs but i feel is it something i done i dont know for certain that i was or wasnt preg as i hadnt done a test was going to do one on the 17th of this month i think im making excuses now arent i
sorry about all this.