Or rather lack of, things you hate about ttc/ftc

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i hate spending a fortune on hpt's. i even test after my period.

i hate being able to reel off my cycle.

i hate sitting with dh and planning our diet/circling "key" days.

I just hate the sheer lack of spontenaity of it all.

((lissie))

ah, im just feeling really pissed orf today. ds asked for a baby again today. its something like the 5th time this week.

poor you and poor DS, he doesn't realise what he's doing to you does he?

no, hes nearly 4 and we have been ttc for 3.5y now. all of his friends have siblings and he told me that he's lonely

((lissielou))

bless him. out of the mouths of babes eh?

i know. it breaks my heart. he even put "a baby" on his xmas list.

aww he's breaking my heart for you. i remeber my mum being really upset when i was upset about ftc because (as she saw it) her 'job' as my mum was to look after me and i was so upset and there was nothing she could do to make it better and that was her hardest 'mum' moment. that probably doesn't make sense, but you're not alone

I've had 'a baby' on my xmas list for the past 4 xmases too

oh nomore gp has suggested we should stop trying now too, which has really hurt.

why?

because the mc's are making my depression worse and my bones are in a pretty bad way. cant keep putting my body through it.

oh lissie you poor thing - how awful for you