Really sorry about your bfn islegrin! I'm glad you don't sound too down, you seem to have a great PMA. have you made a decision about what you will be doing this month then? will they put you on different drugs or will you stay on the same regime?
Lottie, sounds like you're a bit of a mn celebrity with your own fan club!! I am impressed! Good to hear your hcg is going up, this is great news. try not to dwell on every little symptom, but this comes from someone who was absolutely paranoid throughout most of her pregnancy. it does become better once you have seen the heartbeat on a scan, that's the bit that will make it feel real to you. Definitely take your dh along with you, you really wouldn't want him to miss this!
Keeping everything crossed for you issy, I really hope you're going to be ok! As long as it's just spotting it may really not mean anything. the 2ww is the hardest thing, isn't it, I always feel quite excited the first week but then in the second week I get all depressed because I just don't feel like it hasn't worked. Hopefully your gut feeling is wrong.
Heidi, I really hope you'll get to see that heartbeat at your next scan. it is annoying when drs are so matter of fact about things that mean so much to us. obviously they see it all the time, but still. I can understand why you find it hard to relax with everything you have been through. I hope that this time you will have an uneventful pregnancy!
Wellcome EMZIB and all the best!!! hope you're not finding the 2ww too terrible yet. Have you found things to keep you occupied?
As for me I'm still sitting here waiting for AF to come, should have arrived yesterday but nothing so far. I'm actually quite annoyed, even if it starts tomorrow I still won't be able to have my scan and start stimms until monday and my carefully scheduled childcare plans are completely out of sync now. I feel like I have already failed at the first stage and had quite a few bitter and twisted moments today, maybe I am premenstrual, please!!