Evening all - broadband connection has down when I could really have done with it, although it has encouraged me to do a little bit of tidying up. I can actually see some carpet in the lounge now.
I don't know if I'm up or down really, I guess things will be a bit like that for a few days. I hope the hormones don't ravage me too much. I strongly suspect the that the lack of nausea, tiredness, sore boobs or any other symptoms indicate that my hormone levels have probably been tailing off for a while. I've got to go back to the doctors in a couple of weeks to have a blood test to check my hcg levels are dropping off ok. I asked about ttc again and the doctor said it could be as soon as I'm ready, but better to wait till after a period so that timing isn't confusing.
The ridiculous thing about it is that I keep bursting into tears but don't actually know what for and I'm actually finding it a bit annoying - is that weird? Kind of a battle of head over heart I guess.
I've texted the people who knew and said I don't want to talk about it, mostly cause I really don't want to hear all the clichés, even if they are all true .
Thanks again for thinking of me and posting your thoughts, it really has helped me lots. I don't have much RL support so what I get from you lot is all the more important to me.
There's a part of me that really wants a glass of red, but head is saying it might not be so sensible after the drugs and blood loss today...perhaps I'll save my first tipple for the weekend...unless everyone says I'm being daft in which case I'll crack it open now..
Christ, can you tell I've missed MN (even though I've only been without it for a day!)