obsessing over whether I might be pregnant or not

[lostittoday]

Now on cd 30 still no sign of af.
Unsure of when af is due anyway due to irregular cycles.
I have been getting the usual feelings as though af is on its way, but no show as yet.
I am too anxious to test as I really want a bfp so much and will sink into a depression if it isn,t.
I have been feeling a little nauseated.
However I know that I am constantly checking to see if I feel sick so I could quite easily be imagining it.
I don,t have any breast tenderness at all making me think I am not pregnant.
Any thoughts on when I should test my last 2 cycles have been 28 days and 62 days.

16 days AFTER you think you may have ovulated is best.

I'm guessing you have no idea when that is though. So I'd say, test tomorrow morning - because if you have conceived you'll get a BFP or your period will show up, like an unwanted relative within 12 minutes of peeing on that stick.

Good luck. Testing won't change the result.