I've had a good read through everything. So much going on!
Congratulations to those with BFPs and where it looks as though progression is happening. Keeping fingers crossed for you at such an uncertain time and hoping you get the reassurance you're looking for.
Don't envy those in the TWW! Hoping the time passes quickly and you find out either way as soon as possible.
@DorsetGirl89 You are so inspiring strong and measured. You've been dealt a really tough hand, but your approach and apparent resilience in the face of such big challenges is so admirable.
@EmPeEf I know it's super tough, but I think you just need to give it some time. I know the desperation for an answer as soon as possible, but only time will tell on this one. Try to stay as relaxed as possible and hopefully in 48 hours, it will be clearer.
As for me... Tricky couple of days. Had two days of 7hr stints in the EPAU. Emotionally and physically exhausting.
They couldn't rule out ectopic, and with hcg levels stayed static after the little rise earlier in the week, we decided to go with an injection of methotrexate. I have a feeling it's more likely to be retained products than ectopic, but didn't want to take the chance and be wrong.
For anyone who hasn't had the displeasure of being in this situation (a club I wish no one had to join), methotrexate works by severely reducing your folate levels to prevent cell reproduction. It will essentially destroy anything that is growing, whether it's in or out of the uterus. The problem with that is that your folate levels are completely destroyed so need to avoid TTC for the next three months. There's a chance it can reduce egg quality too. Which isn't ideal given I'm not getting any younger.
I don't feel emotionally ready to start trying again. Need a break. I am definitely not ready to open myself up to the potential of another loss any time soon. Will probably hold off until next year now. Or see how I feel next year anyway.