Anyone 3+ years ttc?

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Ttc #3 . Dc1 took 5 years dc2 18 months. Had ivf cycles but they didn’t work I needed surgeries each time for endometriosis then a hycosy and ovulation induction.

I have endometriosis, adenomyosis and PCOS,
Now we’ve just passed the 3 year mark for #3. This year I’ve had 2 surgeries and 3 cycles of ovulation induction. I’ve just cancelled this months cycle as feel so exhausted so I’ve rescheduled for January as I don’t think my body is up to it at the moment .

Has anyone else been through similar. I’m starting to think there won’t be a number 3

Oh gosh it's draining isn't it.
I have pcos and suspected endo. Took us 18 years to conceive our little boy . I dread going through ivf again. I'm not sure I could handle it mentally or financially. I'm now ttc #2.
For my son I did 4 rounds of clomid then ivf which thank the universe ivf worked but unfortunately nothing frozen so its back to the start.

I keep thinking to myself it's going to take a miracle then I look at my son and realise miracles do happen so I'm trying to stay positive.
I don't have much hope falling pregnant naturally although we did manage one pregnancy naturally in all these years 3 years ago ( miscarried)
I'm on cycle #2 now and already feeling fed up 😆 knowing it's just going to drag on every month.
Hoping you get your bfp soon