Too scared to test

[Choc29]

I've come to the end of my 8th cycle ttc. Premom app says period was due today but I've calculated it to be tomorrow. I'm too scared to test as I don't want another negative again. I have suspected endometriosis but my doctor doesn't want to investigate as it involves surgery. My periods are excruciating. Has anyone else started to dred the testing?

Didn't need to AF came in the night. So upset.

So sorry choc29, I know this feeling too much. If the thinks you have endo please have it looked at, you can have an MRI before surgery to confirm the severity and location of it if you do. X

@Choc29 speak to a different doctor and try to get a referral. They shouldn't be reluctant to investigate regardless of what is entailed. Don't put up with excruciating pain.