10dpo

[Donnamaria1]

Hey girls I’m 10pdo is anyone else?
I have no idea how I feel this morning. I tested and was negative ☹️ I keep telling myself I’m too early to make myself feel better. Xx

Hi girls how are you all feeling today?
I tested again today and it said not pregnant on my clear blue ☹️ im die my period on Friday so im just counting the days till it comes so I can start my new cycle.
Plenty tears this week again.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ xxxxxxxx

@Donnamaria1 oh lovely I’m so sorry you are feeling the way you are. I know they say to hold out till she is here but my god the emotional drain is mental!!

sending you the biggest hug I can. I’m crying less today but my other half recons I’m grumpy. 🤣 I think I’m fine 🤣

My partner says " oh your period is definitely due" because I'm being moody also 😂 I'm just emotional because I'm feeling deflated. I think it's because we know once we eventually get pregnant it's the emotional rollercoaster for 9 months panicking for everything to be safe and okay. Also. I just want it to hurry up ☹️ so impatient ☹️
How are you feeling today honey? Have you taken any tests?
Xxxxxxxxxxx

Awww sending hugs ☹️ I feel for you ❤️❤️❤️ I'm deflated also this month with all my negative tests ☹️😢 xxxxxxx

@Donnamaria1 hey, I felt a little less emotional yesterday. still stressed and sad but only cried on the morning a few times rather than all day. Thankfully.
weirdly I’m getting this pinching pain in one side. It’s probably nothing but it’s been on and off for 24 odd hours now. Just got up and it’s there again.
really can’t being myself to test, although I know I will be sad when my period gets here I think testing would be worse. I don’t think I am. Not sure I believe we are lucky enough anymore.

oh goodness 🙈 hopefully he was lighthearted about it. They have only a tiny clue of the road we have to walk as women.

how are you feeling today lovey? Xx

Good morning honey @Duckgirl
Well my fingers and toes are crossed that these little twingles of pain are something magical happening ❤️🙏🏻
I tested again this morning and still negative 🤐 I have no idea why im torturing myself still when I know the answer this month again😢
My boobs have been killing me for days and one was itchy and started swelling so I was so excited about that as I don't get that!
Turns out I have fluid built up on my breast 🤦🏼‍♀️ on antibiotics now.

I've just given up this month now with tears and hope and hoping next month will bless me ❤️ xxxxx
I hope your having a wonderful day ❤️ xxxxxx

Oh goodness @Donnamaria1 how horrid to have things you don’t normally have only for it to be something else! I hope the antibiotics sort you out fast and you don’t feel too rubbish on them.

when are you due AF? Mine is meant to arrive Sat. Xx

@Donnamaria1 how long are your cycles again lovely? Just sat here wondering if we may end up always being cycle buddies until one of us gets our bfp

Hi honey @Duckgirl
I had such a low few days last week as my period arrived like I knew.y period finished today thankfully and now I'm starting the overthinking for this month lol
How are you?
Sending hugs xxxxxxx

@Donnamaria1 hey Lovely, i was worried you may be down as you didn’t reply and I had a feeling. I hope you are feeling brighter now.
I’m pretty low as think my chances may be coming to an end. My period is pretty much sall gone now, I don’t really bleed as such. I’m 33. Saving up to get all the tests and things I can but I’m not sure if we have any more chances.

however, still probably going to do the whole tww stress every month until they are gone completely. If I’m right we may be about to start our next one together. I ovulated today. Day 11(bit early for me) where are you? X

@Duckgirl
Awww babe I was so down honestly. I've have myself a good shake and hold myself of it happens it happens.
I hope your okay ❤️ don't give up hope I have my fingers and toes crossed for both of us ❤️
Well my clear blue digital was a smiley face on Monday only so I think I ovulated yesterday.
Atleast we have eachother again this cycle ❤️❤️ xxxxx

@Donnamaria1 its the hardest most ever changing thing I think I have ever done. This whole cycle of hope, planning, tiny shreds of excitement we let ourselves think about, followed by doubt, sadness, and all the other baddies. It’s mental.

super super glad we are cycle buddies again though. I think I ovulated yest as got a dark solid like the night before. Do we count from today as 1 or tomorrow? As a full day. That bit always confused me.

where abouts are you in the world as well lovely? X

@Duckgirl
It honestly is 😔 think is woman are super strong honestly. I honestly think my other half is sick of looking at me 😂
These tests and everything are so consuming that it's always the topic. I told myself i need to try take a step back and be patient. Easier said than done isn't it though 😂

I would say we are 1 dpo now 💪 😂
I'm in Scotland honey where are you ❤️ xxxxxxxxx

Oh I’m sure he is not, but I get what you mean. I think they are more chill about it as they are not the body going through it. I’m sure my other half is sick of my CM updates and me crying every other day 🤣🙈

i say that every month yet fail. We had a couple of months break as I thought it would help settle me but no. As soon as we are back tracking it all comes back.

im in Norfolk, we are on the same bit of rock!

if you like audiobooks or books I suggest Big fat negative. I started it Monday and iv laughed cried and felt so much more included since starting it. It’s honestly really good.

awesome!! So we are both the same again! One huge silver lining in this rather grey cloud

@Duckgirl

Sorry my love I was on holiday for a couple of days ❤️ which was needed after my non stop melt downs ! 😂

How are you? How are you feeling today?
I feel a little bloated today.

I will absolutely download that book as I love all that ❤️
Xxxxxxxx

@Donnamaria1 hey lovely, no need to apologise. I’m super happy to hear you got away for a bit. I hope it has cleared your head some!

The book is great, informative, comforting and funny.

my head is being a bit better this month so far. I’m so convinced now that my body is shot that it seems silly to hope.

i think we are 5dpo now? Xx

@Duckgirl

6DPO today 🙌🏽🥳

How are you feeling today ❤️
Did you have a good weekend?

Ive told myself im not going to use those clear blue early sensitive ones this week however I know my anxiety will get the best of me 😭 xxxxxxx

@Donnamaria1 i don’t want to seem weird, would you like to swap numbers? Logging on to this is a pain and it would be good to talk to you. Totally get it if this is a big red flag or makes you feel weird.

im shit, spent yest and today having panic attacks. I’ve got changes this month but I know it’s probably all in my head. Feel like I’m going g mental. How are you?

@Duckgirl

Absolutely 🥰 let's swap numbers and message that way. How on earth do you swap numbers on this though 😂

Awww are you 🫤 listen it might not be! It might be something wonderful cooking up 🙌🏽

Positive vibes! I started having lower slight cramps but that's normal for me the week before I take my period 😭
I just don't feel like this month is happening for me again 😭 xxxxx

@Donnamaria1 ill just leave you my number here. It’s 07702172973. I don’t think anyone else is on this thread but then again it’s all us girls in the same boat (ish) anyway.

yeah me too, I’m getting very small cramps and iv had so much cm this last 2 days. Way more than normal, but even that I wonder if I’m rembering right, or if it’s because I’m thinking about it so I notice more. I’m so convinced that I’m just going mad now. 🙈🙈🙈