I feel so sad every month

[Berrylady]

I’ve had 5 chemicals, and currently late for AF, however had a BFN and starting to get cramping pain.
I am so sick of feeling so sad every month, it’s taking over my life. I have a beautiful 2.5 year old girl, who is my everything, and my heart aches knowing I can’t give her a sibling.

anyone in the same boat? Feeling so alone

I have 4 children and trying for ny final child snd feeling deflated also. Strange really after iv got 4 beautiful children but wanted one last try. Currently 10dpo and got bfn this morning so not got s good feeling. Im 38 so thinking i might be getting past it xx keep trying thought and dont lose hope x

Sorry for your losses. Same, OP, I had two miscarriages and my twin boys died at 29 weeks - stillborn and neonatal death in nicu in November. I'm onto cycle 4 trying again. Ovulating tomorrow hopefully. Its so deflating. All I want to do is bring my babies home healthy. I've no living children currently.

Since TTC this time round (I'm very lucky to have my 3 yo daughter), it's been such an eye opener how many women go through these awful losses. I've been on here a lot and it's just so sad how many people struggle to get and stay pregnant.

I've also had miscarriages, chemicals and an ectopic over the past 18 months and every month I don't conceive again I just feel so sad too. 11dpo today and another negative test. It's so hard to keep going. Especially because now getting pregnant feels like just the first hurdle to get through.

Lots of luck to you all 🤞🏻

@Ella31 I am so very sorry to hear about your losses. What were your beautiful boys names if you don’t mind me asking? Xx

@Ella31 I'm so sorry to hear about your losses - Infertility is hard and then not being able to bring your babies home is so cruel. Praying for a healthy baby for you.

@Berrylady @DejaMooo - i hate secondary infertility - it so hard when you see everyone with siblings and have friends for there children and i feel like a failure because I cant do the same. I keep seeing annoucements etc everywhere at the moment and find it so hard. Hope it happens for us soon. What cycle are you ladies on?

@Xxfifixx89 you are definitely not to late at 38 - 10dpo - dont count yourself out xx

Thanks I'm lucky that it isn't infertility, but the trauma of losing my twins has definitely played a part on me conceiving again. I just started accupuncture for stress

@Ella31 - Acupuncture is so helpful - i've been having it for a few years as anxiety was taking over my life and it really did help. I'm sorry that happened to you,- I hope you get a positive soon! xxx