Losing my mind

[Umbridge34]

I really feel like I'm going insane.
AF due today. I took a few one step cheapy tests that looked like faint but visible BFP yesterday and one today. So this morning I took a clear blue digital and its BFN.
Trekked to boots for one of their early tests and to me it looks positive but am I going mad? Surely the clear blue digital would have been positive since my period is due today.

For reference I have my LH surge on 2nd November.

We've been trying for 3 years with a miscarriage last March 22. I can't cope with the stress of this.

I see it! Could be later implantation - all you can do is test again first thing tomorrow :) good luck! X

That looks positive to me! Congratulations!

It took me 3 years and 10 months to get pregnant and then I tested every day for about 2 months until I had my 12 week scan 🙈

Looks positive to me 😊you may have ovulated/implanted late x

Congratulations

There’s definitely a line, looks very promising! You’ve probably heard it before but digitals aren’t as sensitive!

It’s sooo frustrating having to wait and having no influence the time it takes for HCG to rise but try and stay calm and focus on the fact that there is a line and that’s all you need to know right now.

Sending you loads of luck that the line keeps progressing! Keep us updated! 🥰

I can definitely see a line there, congratulations!

I can see a line too.

I would assume its a chemical / an evap, until positive lines get stronger.

If you're period is due today it should be a stronger positive. Try taking a test with your first pee tomorrow and see what comes up. Good luck!

Well 2 BFN this morning so probably a chemical I guess.
So disheartening. We conceived our DS on the second cycle. I'm.not sure how much of this heart ache I can cope with.

I'm so sorry, it's a terrible stress and something so many of us go through. It took 15 months for me to conceive my one and only - and she was conceived the month after a chemical. I'm sure I read that there a slightly improved chance the following month so don't give up just yet - although I had kind of given up and I also think that my change in attitude probably contributed too. The old adage of just relax 🫣

They both look positive to me?

@Umbridge34 Has AF arrived? If not I agree with pp that those tests don't look 100% negative. Might be worth testing again tomorrow. Fingers crossed for you 🤞

No sign of AF yet. And I'm like
Clockwork hence the frustration. I've also felt so nauseous for the past 2 days but I feel like I'm almost willing myself to have symptons so who knows.

Still no AF this morning. Couldn't sleep due to feeling sick.
Faintest of lines on a one step but I'm convinced it's an indent now.
I'm sure it's a chemical at this point. Just wish the bleeding would get a move on so I know where I stand.

I'm so sorry, I could have written this post nearly word for word last weekend when I had some faint positives 22 cycles on from an early miscarriage last March. How many dpo are you now? My AF turned up a day or two late in the end. It's heartbreaking, but if this doesn't work out, everything crossed for next time. My DD2 was conceived definitely 4, and possibly one cycle on from a chemical. That's what I'm clinging onto now anyway. Take care and good luck.

I'm 17dpo. I've felt so sick the last 3 days too and just keep crying out of nowhere. I'm just desperate for the bleeding to start now, it's the not knowing that's killing me.

Well AF has finally decided to grace me with her presence. I cried all my tears this morning so this evening I'm more relieved than anything.
This is the first cycle since I had my miscarriage last year that I've properly tracked ovulation so I guess I know it worked now, hopefully the next one will stick.

So sorry to read your update - it truly sucks. My BFP was a couple of days before the anniversary of the last MC due date so for a split second I let myself get excited, thinking what a wonderful coincidence, the circularity etc, and it just turned out to be a cruel coincidence instead. Crossing everything for the both of us next cycle. I'm now CD7 and have just about come to terms with it. 🤞🤞🤞🤞