Oh, yesterday I got an appointment with the midwives also on the 20th of October!
It feels like it's aaaaages till then!
I haven't done another type of test, still doing my daily cheapie, lines are kind of getting darker but I think they're quite cheaply made so I don't think they'll ever go very very dark!
But they still reassure me.
I've ordered one from Amazon that's got different lines with different sensitivities for different weeks, so I'll do that when it arrives (I guess it's like the digital clear blue, but one you can see the different thresholds).
I also just looked up private early scans in my area, there is one just down the road, it's £97!😣
I feel that now I've got enough optimism to not be needing that, but we'll see how next week goes, we might end up booking it. (And maybe there are also less expensive ones).
I try not to worry, I'm passed the point where I had a chemical last time, so now I feel that I should be optimistic and send that baby my most positive energy, if I don't do it, noone else will! So I let others worry and I'm just enjoying that I'm actually pregnant 😍
I enjoy watching videos on embryo development, I think it helps me stay positive.
Our babies will have a nicely formed spinal tube soon! 🙂