Too scared to get excited

[Waitwaitwait22]

Got a early positive 5dt and I cant seem to let myself get excited as previous ones ended in miscarriage or didn’t work . I feel numb about it and I just can’t feel positive about cause I’m just thinking what if .. I really wanna be positive and happy but I’m just so scared it’s gonna happen again. I probably shouldn’t of tested so early but I feel like if I watch the lines it might help as no symptoms. Sorry for the rant

It’s official test day 🤞🤞🌈 12dp5dt the tww is finally up time to see how this plays out 🤞🤞❤️

Congratulations !!!!!!

@Internette thank you still doesn’t feel real 🥹

The next morning you REALISE I suppose :)

@Internette i don’t think it will feel real until I see a scan with previous early miscarriage it’s hard to get excited

Ahhh! Been thinking about you @Waitwaitwait22 ! So happy to see all progressing nicely ❤️

Such a lovely line!! When will you be having a scan?

Thank you @russiandwarf @Happyface82 . I will probably ring epu and get an early scan if all goes well x

We’ll there’s today a big drop in line another miscarriage in the works

Oh no! Are you taking anything? What did the clinic say?

Sending big hugs 🤗

I am so, so sorry, Waitwait. That must be terribly disappointing for you.

No advice from me, I am not qualified to give, however I think if I was in your shoes I'd give up testing altogether and just wait to see what happens if anything, in the meantime throwing myself into other things that are interesting and fulfilling. I have known others who have done just that and had really good lives.

I realise it isn't easy, though, easy enough for me to say but the reality for someone else is different.

Do take care of yourself.