Ovulation 26th/27th April - let’s TWW together

[TTCing]

Hi ladies,

Month 10 of TTC #2. I had a chemical pregnancy last cycle.

I have a one year old daughter who took almost a year and a half to conceive. I previously had a chemical pregnancy not long before she was conceived.

Really hoping this cycle will bring good news ❤️

Please feel free to join if your ovulation is around 26th/27th April and/or AF due around 7th/8th/9th May.

Wishing luck to us all xx

@Freya8 yea feck the strictness! Just enjoy ourselves for the month and see what happens! Even with the vitamins don't think Il bother except for the folic acid. Scale it back and we might be lucky! 🙏🤗 xx

Hey ladies, checking in how are we all? Didn't track anything this month so I think I'm 1-2dpo. Went old school and going by CM

Hey @Daniki how r u doin? I never tracked at all just goin by predicted dpo off the app really. So af shud be due today and fully expect her around lunch. I thot by not trackin lh this cycle it would take pressure off and it did around that time however as it nears af time its stressed me out as im second quessing. I hav also had every symptom under the sun which feels highly unfair cuz af will show. I think our next plan is to get amh test to see if i hav any eggs left n then decide from there. But that was month 6 of ttc and basically devastated again and yes i pick myself up to go again but jeez how much longer can i do this to myself esp with all these symptoms. I hope you had a better month xxx

@Freya8 did she show? Hopefully not 🙏 I was the same headspace really this month! But surely if you're having periods then you have eggs? But defo recommend getting testing done to clear your mind anyway! I'm doing alright? Had a wedding yesterday, over indulged and sick as a dog all day today, hope it doesn't impede implantation 🤪🙈 xx

@Daniki hasnt showed yet so really fucked up on the actual timing of things this month as we didnt carry on dtd until about maybe 5 days after predicted ov. Prob come with a bang today. I am ragin at myself now i never tested lh abso ragin!!! Pulled another faint line the other day on the boots test so like i really do not reccommend these i wont be usin them anymore. So glad u let ur hair down at weddin!!! Ya deserve it!! Naw it wont effect any implantation! Wat about the consultant u got in contact with again? Did they shed any light on anythin? Or just standard stick with wat ur doin type? Xxx

@Freya8 well defo a postive test anyway so hopefully it sticks? Try not and stress bout not testing I think it was the way to go as we get too obsessed with it all! My app is on the 14th sep so hopefully get pregnant before then 😂 xx

@Daniki lol oh the easy at home tests are neg today n im mentally torturin myself as ya do! I wish i was so laid back about this!! Truely do! I keep saying frig it but clearly i dont mean that lmaooo!! Right i need to order lh tests again cuz am gettin on like a mad woman!! 14th sept feels like a life time away lmaooooooo

@Freya8 I know 6 months feels like forever but just letting you know I have no fertility issues that I'm aware of and it seems to take me 7-8 months to concieve everytime 🤷🏼‍♀️ you may be getting close! Xx

@Freya8 I know it really does!! Was hoping for a cancellation app in the mean time but no joy! 😂 oh feck that's a head fuck! But hopefully they weren't as sensitive, give it a day or 2 and see. I had such faint lines with my first and only successful pregnancy until like 5 weeks! 🙏

@Ttcmumma hey babes hows u doin? Hope all is well with you!! Wens ur scan?
Ach i truely hope it is gettin close as it just feels like forever but i know that sounds mad as only half the year! Did u ever really jus pin all hopes on it being thee month .. u dunno this month truely thot i was in with shot xx

@Freya8 to be honest it was the month that I was certain there was no chance haha, we had sex all of once in the window, I had literally given up everything. Only had the sex that once cos my partner intiated it irrelevant to the time of the month lol.

I had a scan last week Monday, measured at 6 weeks with a heartbeat, couple of days behind what I expected so hoping that's nothing major. I lost my last at 10+6 so I won't relax until atleast my 12 week scan at beginning of October!

Yeah honestly when you're TTC 6 months seems like bloody forever, I done march 2022 until October 2022 only to lose that baby, then January 2023 to August 2023 and praying this one sticks. Honestly if it don't I think I'll just give up and be one and done with my son! So much stress and dramas to go through. I know they're worth it but bloody hell 🤦🏼‍♀️

@Ttcmumma that was so good u got to see heartbeat! Prayin for ya! Bless you jeez i cannot even begin to imagine the heart ache and torture u have been thru! Mine are no where near that an im already crumbling! Think ive had 2 chemicals as faint positives on all different brands and ones i cudnt get rid of n i dont know wat this month is.. as that faint line is only on boots and not easy at home today. But yeah i think ive messed up this month by not trackin! I always said back in the day wen i had my daughter one and done as she was a non sleeper! Now i feel like the universe has actually granted that lol!!!

@Freya8 I had stopped tracking properly but I started to do LH tests again only because my prolactin level was high and I was convinced I was infertile lol. Somehow concieved with the high prolactin!

Haha I was the same with my son, he didn't start sleeping through until 4, he's 5 now and it still had to be a very vigorous routine and strict rules to get him to stay in his bed at night 🤦🏼‍♀️ can only hope we haven't jinxed ourselves!!

@Daniki @Ttcmumma naw girls thats me def out again for another month crampin like mad this morn. Means i was 3 days out from ov! N i know they say sure it lasts 5 days but do we really n truely believe this lol!! But sure hasnt worked so far anyways so why was i to believe it would work this month. Strange how hope jus dwindles as the months go on! Away to get steamin xx hope u have better luck @Daniki xx

@Freya8 Aw I'm sorry 😥 it's so bloody disheartening!!! Would love a doc to just go at me with a turkey baster and be done 🙈 xx

@Daniki lmaooo squirt squirt!! I would jus love a dr to purely be like u will be preg ..in month watever so then i cud chill my beans. Wish i was sabrina the teenage witch n jus magic one! I dont know wat exactly am findin harder here the physical symptoms of hormones every month or the mental torture of why we havent conceived yet with no known fertility issues other than age really xx

@Freya8 yea it's a double whammy. Also frustrating the more you want something the harder it is, and people telling ya to relax and stop thinking about it. Eh thanks but how do ya do that 😂 what's your next step now doc wise? Xx

@Daniki i think im gona get the amh done tho dunno wat use that is! Oh jeez i hate that stupid sayin just relax an it will happen!!!!!!!! Even my hubby is jus so like it will happen it will happen trust that it will ... eh shut up mate u literally do nothing lmaoo 🤣 😂 🙄

@Freya8 I know honestly it's like shut up 😂 altho my husband starting to worry nearly more than me which also doesn't help the situation 🤭 Jesus I can't drink for shit anymore I'm still sick and the wedding was Saturday 😂 🤢

@Freya8 yea get it tested surely sure what's the harm!