POAS: Why use one when you can use twelve?! 🌈 💕

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@MrsJGrealish @usedtolovenaps @calimc83 @pangolin84 @theblueflowers @TheBirdintheCave @bringmearainbow @monsteramunch @bunnykins123 @curliegirlie @LuckyMoonstone @Indianna2006

Hoping that's most of you please add anyone I've forgotten 💕

I hate limbo land 😂

I think I'm maybe feeling the pressure more this time round because I know DP doesn't want to TTC in the next 5 or 6 months.

@TheBirdintheCave I'm so sorry you feel there's not another option. You can still try whilst waiting for the IVF treatment and I think when push comes to shove, to get your baby you will do the injections, or DH will have to face it. There are quite a few helpful videos on YouTube and if I know you how I think I do, watching these and getting all the best tips and info will serve you well 🥰 xxx

Welcome to the mad house for the new ladies 😆 xx

@bringmearainbow you're making me crazy with all your symptom drip feeds 😂😂😂. I'm like @MrsJGrealish frantically scrolling through for test results xx

Sorry name change for me. Some clues still there for you all though 😊 x

@FfoxRedN I'm sorry 😂 they are in real time I'm afraid. Come back Thursday for a picture of my frer 🙊 I'll post whatever shows up

@bringmearainbow oh yeah I don't think you're keeping anything from us...it's just all totting up in my head and I hope you get the result they're leaning towards 😬. The suspense is just harder because I don't have myself to worry about this month 😂. I'm living it for you lol xxx

@FfoxRedN naps?

@MrsJGrealish no I think ffaye 🤔

@FfoxRedN monster? Where are these clues?!

@MrsJGrealish 😂.
FfayeN xxx

@bringmearainbow gotcha! Any reason? Hunger game fan?

@FfoxRedN 😂 I know suspense is killing me too 😭 living vicariously and we still wish those days away 🙊 honestly I tried really hard not to symptom spot but I think you just can't help but naturally do it 😳 either it's good news for me or my body is having a party with progesterone 🕺🏼

@bringmearainbow I could literally tell you the day mine drops and I don't do bbt. I just wake up one morning fully energised thinking ffs 🙄

@MrsJGrealish I was going to post on another topic and thought it would be outing but decided against it anyway. This is where I'll stay lol.
My little doggy has a fox red coat that's the only reason xx

@bringmearainbow 🤞🏼

Welcome to those that have recently joined the thread 😊 Definitely the best group of ladies on here!

Good luck to all those testing in the next few days 🤞🏻 really hope to see lots of BFP’s.

@LuckyMoonstone hope your booking appointment goes well. I’m still waiting to hear about my 2nd phone one, may have to chase it up.

Update from me…I am now officially past the time I had the MMC last year and had the most amazing scan on Sunday. I was so nervous but baby was just fine and measured 10+1. Feeling very grateful and like I may actually get a baby this time.

On another note my OH came across the drawer I keep all my tests in…and saw just how many I had done and thinks I am a crazy lady now 😆 😳 I know this is a POAS thread but honestly don’t think I can even admit to how many I did!

@MrsJGrealish oh no really 😳 I'm useless can never tell 😂

@emhope ahhh that's amazing so pleased for you ❤️ please tell us how many there were in there 😂

@FfoxRedN well that's a good a reason as any 😊 xx I like it 😘

I'm also in limbo land. Annoyed that I got complacent over my cycles being so regular over the last couple of months or so and now I've been thrown a curve ball just because I didn't track again this month and I thought I was due on yesterday. I still can't believe anything exciting is likely to have happened with those BFNs at the weekend though. Hopefully AF will put my out of my misery tomorrow...

@emhope brilliant news ❤️❤️ so pleased for you lovely xx I bin all mine after taking a zillion pictures which is probably equally weird. Then delete all the pictures in one fell swoop when AF arrives

Oh @emhope that js so lovely to hear! Congrats, I'm so glad it went so well

@emhope great news, glad all is well and hopefully you can relax a bit! oh you can’t have done as many as I did 😂 and I lined them all up on my dressing table so I could keep taking pics every day 🤣

@curliegirlie I'll still keep my fingers crossed for you.

@emhope That is great news, you must be so relieved!

@curliegirlie can you recall any ovulation symptoms and when they happened at all?

Well no spotting this morning and no sore boobs or anything that might suggest I'm pregnant but I can feel the usual AF approaching pre cramps so I'm definitely out.

I think I'm going to have to leave the group guys, at least for a while. In a few days I might be one of the only ones left not pregnant and, whilst I'm so happy for you all as you all so deserve this, I'm just incredibly sad that I'm back at the bottom of the ladder and staring down the barrel of invasive treatment for something I could have waited for if only I'd met my husband earlier in life or our son hadn't taken so long to conceive.

I'd really convinced myself that I would be lucky this cycle and that's made failing even worse. I wish my baby hadn't died 😭 I wish we'd started IVF last July when we'd planned to. I've wasted so much precious time hoping I could just have a normal pregnancy if I just tried for one more month.

Good luck to you all and thank you for all the support, advice and unwavering kindness you've give me over the past year. It's meant so much to me. I love you all very much ❤️