TW: TMI - CM
Hi All,
sorry this is so long 😩
Please can I have your advice.
I have been TTC for 6 months now and at no point have I ever had a hint of a BFP. That was until yesterday morning.
I had already reached out to my Dr in regards to irregular cycles at the beginning of the week (Monday). That Monday evening I started experiencing some sticky pinky brown CM when wiping each time I went to the toilet, had that for a couple of days. (I have no more pinky brown CM today but now just have clearish CM each time I wipe - it's more noticeable than normal).
I decided yesterday (Thursday) to take a test in the morning in case I was somehow pregnant before the Dr phoned me (received a text that I've got a appointment in two weeks so no phone call).
Took two easy@home pregnancy strip tests and on one I did a double take, I saw something there but not quite there if that makes sense.. The 2nd test I had to really squint but still could see something faint using the torch on my phone. I'd say I could see this between 3-5 minutes on both tests. I took two more tests, one £land and one Internet cheapy but both looked stark negative with nothing there.
Spent the rest of the day just staring at both these two tests and as they dried they left kind of a print on the tests.
Anyway today I thought I'd take two more, this time I didn't see anything quite there as I did yesterday so sat there staring at them again with the torchlight to see these lines form throughout the day. I then took 2 more 🙃😂 and the same as the above happened.
Now I know tests should be read in the 3-5 mins then be discarded but I've never in the 6 months of trying had anything make me doubt a negative when ive seen it at the first few second glance.
I just need someone to look at them and tell me it's definitely not going to turn into a positive and these are indents or evaps? If so is it normal for this to happen to every single test?
I've no idea where I am in my cycle, Premom app has predicted me to be 11DPO today but I've not had a high or peak ovulation this month. My BBT has been slowly increasing each day from Monday but again its not been trustworthy as I've been lying in at the weekends and temping without my alarm for those days whereas weekdays it's the same 7am every day.
I guess because I've had the strange pinky brown CM I'm clutching at straws thinking it's implantation. I've got some FRER tests arriving soon and a clear blue digital but not for a few days so I just want some advice please if anyone's been through it or can help me.
Thank you! Any advice is so appreciated as I feel like I'm going mad.
Pics are-
- first test from yesterday (05/01) in the 5 min window.
- The 2 tests after they had dried from yesterday
- 4 tests dried from today