@Shiny88 there is something satisfying and "freeing" about starting a new cycle, like I always feel positive and excited for a few days.... then fertile window starts and I'm like are we getting the timing right, is it enough sex at the right time etc. I feel like the constant reminder of TTC starts when I see EWCM and I know it's time to start BDing!
I have been less frantic this cycle, I feel slightly uptight now, or more so just fed up and bored and impatient. I have taken more / different supplements this month and we have both eaten every food we are supposed too, swapped from plastic Tupperware to glass and steel, not eating anything from a tin, eating eggs and oily fish everyday.... so I think it's going to be about 4 or so months before we get lucky with being super good with everything!!
So sorry to hear about your miscarriage 😢 I had a chemical cycle before last, it fucking sucks doesn't it! It's just not fair!!
I hope this is your month I really do! Do you know of any issues or is this just shitty pot luck?
I can't even bring myself to be positive this cycle, because I can't deal with more disappointment!!
I feel like me obsessing now has ruined all my chances this month so I'm out already 🙈 xx