Terrified it’s going to happen again…

[CupidStunt24]

Hello! I don’t really know what I’m posting for, positivity maybe, I have no idea. I had a missed miscarriage in Feb, had an MVA at the end of Feb. Have since had two periods and just two days ago got a positive test. I don’t know why I buy into them but used a CB digital the day after I missed my period, said 1-2wks. I’ve just taken another one today (2 days later) and still says 1-2. My last two cycles since the MC were 28 days exactly. I am beside myself with worry. I guess my question is how on earth do people get through this part after a miscarriage? I feel like I can’t breath, I literally want to go to sleep and not wake up for the next 12wks! I feel somewhat unhinged right now.

You did another one only 2 days after the first CB Digi. Entirely plausible that HCG hasn't risen enough to trigger "2-3".
Do leave a week between those, or better don't use the bloody expensive things!!! They just lead to worry.

@Flederjo I know, you are so right. I do have to have an early scan at EPU as I am supposed to start blood thinning injections when pregnant, which they have booked me for at 5w6d going my LMP. I feel ill with worry about that because I know they won’t see much, I suppose it’s to check it’s in the right place before prescribing the medication. I feel scarred after the last pregnancy with early scans etc. I would actually refuse the scan if I could, but need to get on medication ASAP. I think I’m just here for a bit of support/talking down. We’ve not told anyone at all and don’t plan to, it’s just so hard not being able to talk about the worry! It’s hard to imagine it going well after the loss. I feel suffocated! Sorry I’m rambling now. Thank you so much for your reply x

Miscarriages are unfortunately a lot more common than we like to think. That doesn't mean you can't have a child. I had a couple when wanting a baby so bad and was testing constantly.
Give yourself a break. Do something you enjoy and think of something else for a bit. X

Hey, I had a miscarriage between my first and second and got pregnant the cycle after my miscarriage. It is a terrifying time but all was well and my rainbow baby is now 2. You have to focus on how unlikely recurrent miscarriages are (easier said than done). But take it day at a time, take it easy and you will get to your scans and as time passes and you’ve more reassurances it does get easier. I’ve everything crossed that all is well for you 🤞 x