Afternoon girls,
Well, crappy news actually,
I have got Polycystic Ovaries . Right side worse than left but could be worse. She said they are 15 (I'm guessing mm?) To be bad they would be 20. could be worse? Yeah? could be f-ing better!
No cause, no treatment (oh how marvellous)
Defo not preg cos my uterus lining would've thickened . F-ing pg symptoms, I hate them with such a passion - I've had them all weekend
I'm in tears in the doctors office (very sweet woman doctor) DP's reaction? "well we're not in a race with anyone are we! we'll just keep trying"!! Slips off the tongue nice and easy doesn't it!
Oh, and to top it all off, just had a lovely conversation with yet another very good friend who has just announced her pregnancy! I want to SCREAM. I'm finding it really hard to think of friends who aren't pregnant! And what a nightmare for them, they just have to look at their DH/P's and they fall
I knew this would happen, I was in teard last night to DP cos I'd worked myself up (completely unintentionally) into thinking I might possibly be preg.
At least I'm not dying eh? at least I haven't got some debilitating disease.
So I've now got an underactive thyroid and PCO. Any chance for an Endocrine system transplant?
On the plus side, the doctor wrote a letter to my GP which I didn't read (should've done but it was in a sealed envelope). I'm hoping she has asked him to prescribe me Clomid cos she did talk about it and she knew how much we want another baby. She mentioned a blood test too.
I went to see my other preg friend this morning and I explained how insanely jealous I am but very happy for her, she was very sweet actually as there were lots of tears from me.
So next step, an appointment to see my GP with a box of tissues [sniffle][sniffle]and a load of bribery and corruption for those Clomid tablets!