13DPO and panicking?!

[pastatriangles]

After my first month of TTC with much hope and excitement I am 13dpo...

And hoping I get a bfn.

I think I'm just suddenly panicking that this could be real?

Is this normal? Have I made a huge mistake??

Definitely normal! Infact me and dh decided to try last year, we had unprotected sex once and I took the morning after pill. We've not tried since. We aren't in the best place financially so we have put off ttc until I'm in a better job. But rest assured your feelings are totally normal. It's such a scary, mad feeling! I'm sure whatever happens you will be okay! X

Thank youu I'm so glad it's not just me. I feel stupid knowing this is what I've been wanting and now I feel the opposite. All I'm doing is wishing I had taken the MAP or it hadn't worked. I think because I have PCOS I thought it would take ages so it's really caught me out that it could have happened right away. I'm scared to take a test but I was having PMS cramps that have gone away (which never happens) and now I just feel tired, headachy and nauseous. Also feel guilty because it seems so ungrateful to not be happy when it's happened easily which I should be thankful for.

@pastatriangles I totally totally get you. It's a very weird, overwhelming feeling. I was like oh shit wtf have I done. I've made a big mistake. In retrospect, I'm sure I'd have been fine, but I did end up taking the MAP and I'm okay with the decision I made. Do you feel like you could take a test and see what happnens? I totally know how scary it is though. It's a big thing. Especially if you've put it off for a while. I'm 30 next year and we've been putting off trying for soooo long that when we do start I reckon I'll feel like you do now! You're not alone x

Thanks for your reples

(took one on Sunday and it was positive)

Oh how are you feeling?

Sad. But it is what it is

I'm sorry to hear that. Has your partner been supportive? Remember that there are always options and you have support if you need it!