Faint lines and going crazy!

[marxkate]

So, a few years ago my first thought would have been to test but so busy it's the last thing from my mind lately (kids, uni work, planning holiday etc.) that my incredibly sore boobs didn't trigger me to test until yesterday!
Had a super faint, hold up to the light, not sure if it's really there or not kind of line yesterday afternoon on FRER. Went to the loo FMU and did one this morning and got a darker but still vv faint line. Waited about 4 hrs then did an acutest early sign and got another faint line - darker than frer though.
Got another FRER and early sign to do tomorrow with FMU so we'll see I suppose. Not actively TTC - already have 3 kids - twins (now 8) with IVF and a natural miracle (now 6, nearly 7).
I'm just going crazy needing to know yet being terrified as I'm 31 and don't feel able to have another child. It was never part of the plan!

I suppose my q is, is it possible to have two faint lines on different brands that turn out to be evaps or false positives and not actually BFPs?
Thanks all and good luck!

I've added a pic - it's more prominent in real life, definitely pink and within the time frame too.

I can see it! Did it show up within time frame?

Yes, straight away x

How are you feeling?

A little deflated to be honest! I don't sleep through at the mo so it's difficult to get a good fmu! I tested around 3am when I woke up for a wee, and then again at 7:30am when the alarm went off! The 3am early sign came up straight away with a pink line a little darker than yesterdays but still faint. The 7:30am early sign was super faint and couldn't see anything on the frer at 7:30am at all. Boobs still super sore, sore to sleep on etc. I'll get a pic of the 3am test shortly.
I've bought boots own brand normal and digital. Gonna hold a wee this morning and do one of each and the same with fmu tomorrow. Not bothering with frer anymore x

If it was even more pink today, I'd say you can't deny it's positive...