✨ CD10 ttc after loss 🌈 who's with me for the new year?

[Bellesjp]

Hi all, does anyone want to join me for this cycle?

We're a year on from when we first started ttc last December after sadly having to have a TFMR in September as our baby was very poorly 😞 this will be our third cycle trying this time round, hoping for our rainbow in the new year 🌈💕

Sending everyone positive vibes and baby dust ✨

@Skl2021 I did another this morn and bfn in the time frame so I'm guessing they were evaps. Must try and stop myself looking at them later and getting my hopes up!!

How are you doing?

@Zhanee have you tested again?

Anyone else testing?

@Bellesjp it's so hard not to get hopes up isn't it! Stupid evaps!! 🙄🤦 I'm doing alrite nothing to do is there now just waiting 🤣🙈 I feel like all I do is wait 😬 soon be testing time!! 🤞🙌 Xx

I haven't even bloody ovulated yet!!! X

@Skl2021 how many dpo are you now?

@Cruz86 ah that's rubbish, what cd are you?

@Bellesjp I'm only 3dpo! 😬🤣 Got quite a bit to go yet! X

I'm cd19 in a 29/30 day cycle so getting a bit concerned now @Bellesjp. When is af due for you? X

@Skl2021 ah the TWW goes so slow doesn't it!!

@Cruz86 hopefully your ov is just delayed for some reason, have you had covid vaccine or anything? When I had mine ov was late!

I tested again a bfn! I'm not sure if I'm due af in 2 days or 5 because there everywhere since mc but I have cramping today and not hopful there implantation cups so guess I'll see my af soon ! Does Anyone have anything they used to help ! 5 months and counting and my OH is away during ovulation next month. Washing baby dust on everyone hopfully we all see our big positives soon !

@Zhanee ahh no I'm sorry to hear that I definitely thought it was a bfp! Hope af stays away for you 🤞 I wish there was an answer and it was easy 😩 just keep going we will get there ✨🙌 x

@Zhanee sorry it was bfn 😞 has af stayed away? That's rubbish your oh is away next time ov is due too, sometimes it feels like everything is against us when ttc doesn't it

I'm 14dpo today and still bfn, no af yet but think I would have got bfp by now if I was going to. Last month af showed at 13dpo so it's good I guess my LP was a bit longer this month, hopefully my cycle is settling down

@Bellesjp I'm sorry to hear that 😩 glad your lp is longer though one positive! Hope af stays well away!! I'm 6 dpo today and I feel so negative don't know why just feel like I'm out already 🤦😬 xx

@Skl2021 ahh you're def not out at 6dpo, stay hopeful 🤞🏼

I had weird cramps last night like when af starting but didn't and having stabbing pains just now, trying to hang onto a tiny bit of hope but think it's looks unlikely 🙈

@Bellesjp im trying just on a downer day don't know why! Need to skip through these next few days 😬 driving me nuts!! Yes you try and stay hopeful too 🤞🙌 it is hard sometimes tho 😩 xx

Well AF just showed up at 15dpo so I'm out 😞

Thinking of trying some acupuncture this month, has anyone ever tried it?

@Bellesjp sorry af got you 💕 hope your feeling as good as can be! I'm 7 dpo tested this morning bfn! Stil not feeling hopeful! Are you waiting for you thyroid levels to sort out or u just carrying on trying? I haven't had accupuncture myself but read lots of positive posts about it! X

@Skl2021 still time! At 7dpo you probably wouldn't have implanted yet 🤞🏼

I'm not sure, I really don't think I can stop 😞 had a call with the consultant earlier and my levels have gone up even more, she was really shitty with me when I said I don't want to stop trying and told me she doesn't know why I'm worrying about it and I'm still young.. cue rage from me, how can people be so inconsiderate 🙄

@Bellesjp yes still early just have a feeling 🙈 no I don't think I could stop either 😩 some people don't know when to keep their mouth shut! It's usually people who fall pregnant quickly that say stuff like that who don't know what it's like! Just ignore them not worth your time x

@Skl2021 yeah I know it's just hard to hear isn't it! Think I'm just going to do everything I can to get my thyroid better and see where we are when I ov next. Maybe not try not prevent so technically we're not trying 🙈 have you tested again today? X

@Bellesjp yes good plan ✨ I wouldn't give up completely it's to hard. Yes tested today bfn! I'm surprisingly ok with it I'm not feeling it this month x

Don't give up yet🤞🏼 I didn't get a bfp until 11dpo last time so still time ✨

@Bellesjp yes just not feeling it 🤣 I got my positive at 7dpo last time which is stupidly early! I think I'm just protecting myself this month as last month I was convinced I was pregnant so this month won't hit as hard 🤦 we will see 🤞 xx

@Skl2021 I know what you mean, I could have sworn I was this month, I was so bloated, had weird stabbing pains and fast heart rate that I did last time, turns out the heart rate was my thyroid but it was so similar to when I got my bfp before! 🙄 x

@Bellesjp it's horrible when your convinced your pregnant and you get all the symptoms 😩 IL be surprised if I am but if I'm not then it's ok! Not got much longer to wait now 🙄🙌 x

Any updates ? I still have no AF but negative tests 🙃

@Zhanee how late are you now? I'm 11 dpo and still negative tests so af will be here very soon! Onto the next cycle! X