✨ CD10 ttc after loss 🌈 who's with me for the new year?

[Bellesjp]

Hi all, does anyone want to join me for this cycle?

We're a year on from when we first started ttc last December after sadly having to have a TFMR in September as our baby was very poorly 😞 this will be our third cycle trying this time round, hoping for our rainbow in the new year 🌈💕

Sending everyone positive vibes and baby dust ✨

@Bellesjp my test today is the same maybe even lighter I don't know what my body is doing it's just up and down. The darkest was a few days ago now hope it wasn't then! I'm starting to get ewcm so maybe it's going to happen soon 🤔 I'm so done with all of it now feel like giving it all up. It's just messing me around and making me feel shitty. I hope that isn't the case for you! You dtd so many times around that date 😩 have u taken another since? So frustrating isn't it 🤦
@Lils25 sorry af got you but new cycle new start! Hopefully your body get back to a new normal 🤞✨ I tried them with my first so it was 9 years ago 🙊 it's alot easier than messing with lines and guessing! Straight answer but they are expensive! If you can afford it then I'd say try them! My cycles can be long and it costs to much in tests! X

@Skl2021 that's crap, what cd are you now? I bet it's bloody covid messing things around, I'm sick of it!

Yeah I've done 2 more today, still showing high but not peak, usually they stay right down low are so god knows what's going on! Have dtd AGAIN today just in case 🙄

@Bellesjp I'm cd 16 today i know there's still time I'm just loosing hope as each day passes and the up and down tests are stressing me out. Maybe it is covid but I wish it would stop! Is your oh feeling better? Omg that's dedication 🙌 I'm sick of it already! Hope u get some answers too 🤞 we need some good luck 🙌 x

@Skl2021 there is still time so don't give up! The waiting around is crap when we just want to get on and make a baby! Yeah he's fine Thankyou, tested negative on lft today so providing it's still the same tomorrow I will let him out of his cage 😂

@Bellesjp oh that's good then 🤞 my kids and other half all tested negative on day 6+7 so they were free. Me on the other hand did the full ten days as it was constantly positive 🤦😬 I'm blaming everything this month on covid 🤣 stupid thing messing up my cycle. I hope to god it happens soon as I'm loosing the plot 🤯 I want to smash the stupid things up 🙈 I think if there's no change tomorrow they will be out the window 🤣🙌 x

@Bellesjp any change today? 🤞

Hi @Skl2021 my opks are lowish again and I got a slight temp rise so hoping I've ovulated, will see if it stays up tomorrow!
Any change with you?

@Bellesjp maybe slightly darker but not noticeable 🤦 if it's not darker Tomorrow again then I give up 🤣 sick of playing this guessing game I want it over already!! Oh I hope you have it's horrible when there up and down! Guess I need to keep DTD 🙄🙈. X

Sorry for jumping on. 🤣 we had a chemical miscarriage in October and trying ever since hoping to get pregnant soon. This will be our third month trying and he's away around ovulation next month ! I'm having no hope this month since around mt time of ovation I have been bleeding. I've never had this before and really confused with my body I should have ovulated some time last week but started bleeding Monday and still bleeding now it's on and office a resllt light period but more than spotting and I'm not even sure if I could have ovulated while bleeding or have a chance at maybe being pregnant if I'm still bleeding !

@Skl2021 any different today? I got second day of higher temp this morn so 🤞🏼

Welcome @Zhanee, sorry to hear about your chemical 😞 I have heard of some people getting ovulation bleeding but have no experienced it myself so not sure what it's like. Do you have any ovulation sticks you could use next cycle to check for ovulation? Perhaps your cycle is still regulating after your chemical. That's crap that your partner is away for your ovulation next month, always the way isn't it when they go away, hopefully you'll get your bfp this month and won't have to worry 🤞🏼

@Bellesjp I'm loosing my shit now. So down with it all. Don't know if it's been or coming or what the fuks going on. How can they all be the same and all high from cd 7 to cd 18 today. I'm could scream and cry 🤦

Sorry @Skl2021 that is rubbish 😞 don't give up, might mean you will ovulate later this month but it doesn't mean you're out x

@Bellesjp surely they wouldn't be high all month tho if I'm not near ovulation yet 🤦 never had anything like this I'm not even sure if I will ovulate at all 😬 waiting for af now when ever it decides to arrive 🤣🙄 x

@Skl2021 mine were similar all month til I got my peak! x

@Bellesjp maybe I'm heading for a long cycle then 😩 ovulation in the 20s again not ideal. X

Hi @Zhanee hope you are doing ok!🤞🏼

How are you both today @Skl2021 @Bellesjp any update? I've started my OPK's, no idea when I'll ov, probably any time between Friday & Monday🤷🏼‍♀️ hope you're both doing ok, waiting for ov is stressssful

Hi @lionsmum hope you get your peak soon! What cd are you now?

I'm 5dpo I think today, had weird shooty pains down there but assume too early for implantation so not sure what that is!

Hi all, do you mind if I join? Was just reading through the thread and I'm due to ovulate over the next few days so thought I'm in sync with a couple of you. First proper cycle after mmc at the end of November. I'm also taking lots of vitamins 😂 Decided not to do opks this cycle but did start temping so we'll see if that helps me at all! Think I had a temp dip this morning so maybe ovulation will be over the next couple of days, but not really had any cm.

Sorry that we've all gone through similar. It's so hard to pick yourself up afterwards but let's hope 2022 is the year for us x

Hoping I can join. Had a MMC back in August/September and a chemical last cycle. Really find it hard as it gets closer to what would have been my due date. Having a weird cycle and switching from trying to be postive to also being realistic but also scared as I had some spotting yesterday at 12dpo. Nothing really now and usually come on around 15 dpo. Just waiting I guess to see if it was some sort of implantation bleeding or period on the way. My first baby I had no bleeding but with the MMC I had spotting early on so I'm also nervous that even if this is pregnant something is wrong. Thank you all. I find reading these board so supportive xx

I stopped bleeding after day 7 finally hoping it was ovulation bleeding but I've never had it before. Hoping a bfp this month my sister asked me if I was pregnant yesterday be auae she dreamt about it 🤣 I don't have ovulation tests I have up on them as there expensive and I felt like I was concentrating n getting pregnant and obsessing too much 😐

@lionsmum I'm doing ok thankyou 🙂 just been trying not to loose my mind waiting for ovulation 🙄
@Bellesjp I think I may just be ovulating 🙄👀🎉
Welcome @Zhanee @Legoisaws8om @Cruz86

Welcome @Legoisaws8om and @Cruz86 sorry to hear about your losses, hoping 2022 is our year! 💗

@Skl2021 yay!! So pleased for you, hopefully it was worth the wait 🤞🏼✨

@Zhanee I hope your sister is right!

When will you guys be testing? I'm holding out until the weekend I think. Feel totally wiped out today, hoping it's a good sign 😂

@Bellesjp I said I was giving it up!!! 😂 now I'm going to have to DTD again arnt I 🙈😬 and tomorrow and maybe the day after 🙄🤦 x

Well I'm out this month the spotting turned onto full flow today I think. So hard I just desperately want to be pregnant as I feel it will make the next few months more easier as I approach my would have been due date.

Have you had any luck with your opks yet @Skl2021? I had a high reading today so I'm just waiting for it to change to peak now!

Sorry to hear af has arrived @Legoisaws8om. I completely understand what you mean about being pregnant over what would have been your due date. It will somehow make it less painful ❤️