TTC is driving me insane

[TryingForBabyM]

I actually wanna just quit ttc 😂 This cycle I really thought could be the one - I'm bloated but like in my stomach and every-time i eat i feel so full even if i haven't eaten a lot and my boobs have a dull ache to them but i'm 8dpo and couldn't have gotten a bigger BFN so I simply wanna quit and retire 😂 It's been 2 years and i'm so tired of constantly symptom spotting and the symptoms for aunt flow and pregnancy being so similar

I just wanted to offer some solidarity and say you're not alone! I'm 9 cycles in and it doesn't matter how unusual the symptoms I experience each month are, I'm never pregnant. So I've forced myself to only record the date my period starts and nothing else. No tracking of cycle length, when ovulation is due, when the next period is due and I've managed to get back into the swing of just waiting for my next period. I pretty much got to the point that tracking everything and thinking about it constantly just started to piss me off.

I really feel for you though. TTC is a rough ride and certainly not all roses!