4 weeks late, BFN no AF - please help

[Lasueta]

Hi all, this is my first post and I really confused I’m not sure if I’m clinging onto any hope.
I’m CD60 and my cycle is always around 32-34 days. I have fertility issues and have a miracle DS which I’m so grateful for but we would love a sibling. Time is not on my side as I’m 40
I have all the symptoms of being pregnant, nausea, tiredness and cramping etc and I had thrush around the time I ovulated as well as a UTI (great timing!) I always ovulate around day 20- 24 (I test) and temp. I’ve been getting BFN and I’m addicted to POAS! I have also had bloods which were negative but the doctor has said that they think they took them too early as i was only a week late for AF and I ovulate late. Today I have wiped and have bright pink/ red blood and CM (sorry TMI) and an hour later it has gone.
I’m so confused I’m desperate to get pregnant and I’m really not trying to symptom stop but I really do feel pregnant. Please help thanks

Hi @Lasueta, I just wanted to say I can totally understand how you’re feeling - I was on CD53 of a normally 32 day cycle up to Tuesday! Really thought we were lucky and were expecting #2.
Had a CB which showed the start of a positive (so I thought) but alas my period arrived this Tuesday. No idea why, the doctor was super unhelpful, wouldn’t do bloods and I had to miss 2 af before they’d see me. Glad it finally arrived, but equally upset that we’re not expecting.
Really hope you get some answers soon, can they scan to check? Wishing you lots of luck xx