Petrified to test

[Cakelaur]

So I had spotting 7dpo and a bit on 8po. Now 10dpo. Due anytime between today and Saturday.

I convinced myself I was out when spotting started because I spot every month for 5 days or so before af.

My temps are up.

It's looking good. But I'm TERRIFIED of seeing one line!

Any one else?

Yup! AF due tomorrow... I'm sure she will stall for a day to give me just a little bit of hope then come on full force on Saturday If there is no sign in the morning then I'll go out and buy a test. I know I'll be to scared to take it until I'm properly late. I think I just hate the thought of the dream being over for another month.
Your signs seem positive so far OP. If you test, please come back and let me know!

I'm so glad it's not just me! I was totally ok with being out when the spotting started. But because it's all gone now and it's been a couple of days I've started to gain hope. So that heartbreak is gonna be even harder than it would normally be.

I don't know how long to wait! 🙈

@Piapea.... did you test? I got my bfp this morning!!

Oh my! Congratulations! That is amazing news!
I didn't test today but also no AF so that is good news. I had a phone call appointment with my GP and organized some blood tests for next week so even if It's not my month, the ball is rolling to get some more information.
Congrats again, l'll come back here and let you know if it's a lucky month for me too x